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I was once a student one like most of you. I graduated from college yet I still linger there like a ghost lost in limbo I feel out of place. Where do I belong?

Should I really be working on campus as an IT Computer lab assistant if I feel a little useless or that the students wish to ignore me and only seek the lead TA's help. Just ignore the help I offer.

Alas another frustrating thing occured this evening. After Anime Club a friend invited my boyfriend and I to go clubbing. We both longed to club so... but always blocked off because of what parents say, he was taken care of for his brother told his parents what they were "doing". I tried to just simply call my mother to tell her I'd be home late period but she had to know the specifics... I told her I was going to a play that was going late but she thought it was something weird she asked what kind of play. I said musical. I manage to negociate two hours but it wasn't enough time to go clubbing and come back within the time frame.

"sucks to be you" you might think...yes my dear friend I must indeed agree a 23 year old that can't go clubbing...*sigh* and I could almost hear the music see the people. Yes indeed ladies in gentleman it does suck to be me... to add more to this my brother is never lectured to about being late because, well he's not home most of the time. Can't help but feel that they are so over protective of me.

Yet my boyfriend decided that if I was not going he wouldn't either...bless him and curse my mom for taking away the opportunity from us.

Hopefully we can make it on Thursday.

who am I?
The pathetic fool in front of her computer that is planning on how to get out of the house on Thursday without getting into trouble.