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I have found myself stumbling in the darkness of my soul with the cold heat of the fire at my back. What seems like an eternity could have been only a minute. I know my journey into the unknown is better then facing the devastation of my own heart. What is this ice cold heat at my back without the light am I falling or is it a dream what is this feeling like i know exactly what i'm looking for i just don't know where it is.

I decided to make my own light if light isn't in my heart and soul then i'll forge it in the darkness of my being but everytime i get close something snuffs this light out. What is it that is this darkness what is it trying to tell me.

As I stumbled i felt a strong pull from the fire I felt the white hot cold pulling at my soul i took grasp of this i would not succumb to this fire I would forge it into a gift.
Then I realize with out a doubt my friends needed me, I could hear their calls all around me from the dark at that one singular moment i was needed and so i've stumbled less i've run but i'm still nowhere closer to them but i keep running with the ColdFire as my weapon and the Darkness as my enemy i now know what i am looking for it is the light in the dark. The Twilight the in between i will find it my friends need me.

~Chris Hardin~