Well, I had an awesome time tonight. We had a drumline party from 4-8 and it was a lot of fun. All the cool drummers were there and we just did a bunch of crazy s**t; it was just a great time overall. I guess I'm a little bleh though. I mean, I'm currently in a relationship, but for some reason, I couldn't stop staring at our section leader (who may I add, is awesome). Now, I'm not sure if it's because I admire her, want to talk to her more, or am attracted to her... or even all three. Either way, it's bugging me. I'm happily in a relationship and I plan on spending my life with this person. I shouldn't be attracted to someone else. It really bothers me. It's just... she has such a great personality, is hilarious, fun-loving and not to mention, cute. It's driving me insane; I really want to talk to her more but I'm too shy or I'm afraid I'll say something dumb. She's someone I want to stay in touch with after high school. Eh, I don't know. I don't feel great because of the whole situation. I don't even know why any of this is happening. I'm 17; still a teenager. If I'm lucky, hormones are seriously ******** with my head.
Gundam Pilot 06 · Fri Oct 13, 2006 @ 02:19am · 0 Comments |