Searching for the place where I belong
For here I am unloved, unwanted, hated,
Just walking through this life, blind to pain
Numbness overtakes me
I curse your names
Everybody here surrounding me
With their lies, everything they say
My old best friend is now my new
Her scars wont ever go away
Once upon a time ago, I thought it was okay
But now I know the truth
Why do you insist on doing this to me?
Youre not really my friend
Leave me be
Go away, you dont even care
But this truth and realization is too much to bear
I once thought I was loved,
By the people I loved most
But I can see through your lies,
Just the look in your eyes
Youve never cared about me
Ive always been lost
Harsh reality hitting me like a brick to the head
Nobody even cares
Its too much to bear
I wish I was dead
Now I cannot find a place
Where I feel like I belong
But I have one question for you all...
Will you miss me when Im gone?
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