Wow.. I have not been in here for a wile... so I thought I might as well try to put something in here.
Lets see.. I will not be on as much these next two months. My job will keep me away, and wile I am not there, then I wish to be out and doing something around down town with my closest friends. Though I know that will not happen to much, so I will try to be here on Gaia as much as I can.
I am doing Christmas dinner at my place.. yep I am again. For those who knew what happen last year, I am trying to aviod that this year and do something not so complicated for dinner and entertainment.
I know that my father would want me to show off how well I can cook because of him, but I do not want to stress and those coming want a laid back meal, not my normal over the top "I can out cook you" meals. It will be a hard holiday season, the first without him physically there. I wish he was, I wish he was still here. But it was his time. He cheated death so many times, I just wish he waited a little longer. But now he is with no pain, can walk easily, can swim again... can be happy again. And he is with my baby sister that never made it in this world, and my cat and dogs.. if you think that is how it is when you die that is. I am going to stop this now.. and not speak anymore of this for now.
~Sighs~ Its so hard right now. Why can't my family just be happy? Hmm.. and why; No, I will not go into that either...
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