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I saw him looking around the corner
And no, not at me
I stood right infront of him
Real close so he could see
Didn't even notice
Didn't even stop
Didn't glance at my face with a second thought
If i was kinda' pretty
do you think i would have a chance?
So what if I'm not blond,
and i don't watch T.V.
So what if I'm not polpular
So what if I have no friends
I just need someone specail
Someone to last with me 'till the end

I'm not a fairy princes, who'll always find her prince
I'm not even smart
not even a little bit

People nver notice
And I'm on the brink of death
Only living for revenge
'till all the pain i've felt-
will be gone from my body
will spill from my wrists
Will ever com back ever again
-and if I had one wish?

For me to go in pain
so much that i'd wish for death
but then again maybe not even that
will erase all i've felt









true story about me...