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My life thus far well, poweroutage decided i wasn't worth the trouble. at first she wanted to just break up, then i called 'r n asked about the st she does with her new boyfriend damien. She says he's not her boyfriend, but there is no other way to put it in my opinion. I mean, she **** him after like 3 dates in a 3 day time period... or was it two? in celebration of her 88% on the mid-terms. the average was 77%... but here in america they expect a 4.2 GPA i have a 3.6, it's been going up recently. But now it's dropping again. it's never been this high in high school... it's only my second year but i was less depressed since i met her. But then i hear she wants to **** some other guy before she consimates and claims my body... and then she really goes and does it. i hear in hell the succubi are tortuous beings that take pleasure in punishing one's body. I also hear they rape you... now i long for hell... and the only thing stopping me is... nothing... For some time, the only thing keeping me from rendevous'ing with the succubi was a "master" who i hoped i would be able to meet in person by flying to. But that idea was shot down by my parents. So i got the knife ready... Then the next day they say that she could fly here, and they would pay for it. I put the gun down, the noose around my neck went away, and i was glad... and hopeful... Then she says she doesn't care enough to go here... well... master, if you're reading this, realize something. Ever since you decided to **** your new boyfriend, i hated you with all my being. and you dreampet is in his heaven, being raped by demons who dont climax, and dont let me get soft. Have fun with damien, he'll only last about 6 months i bet... a new ****' record for your slutty persona. As for me? i'm gunna have an eternity to serve a demonic master. Who's breasts are small yet firm, whose mouth utters words that pierce my flesh, and whose physical capabilities and looks surpass whatever you could possibly imagine. Farewell... slutty b*h... you said you weren't a submissive... but you are most likley to return to those tendancies... I still love you, but i also hate you, these conflicting emotions rip my head apart in different directions... I only lied so that you could see my part of the story... i mean, you're the only thing that really keeps me from killing myself... although, i'm glad you decided not to go, i can finally be free from the virtual bonds you have on me, and have some really strong spiritual ones with women who really care about me... they only care to rape and punish me... but they care enough to pull me down to hell with them. have a nice life... and remember... since i was never claimed... i was never your pet... i was just... "a possibility"

Posted by: xx__ m a y b e l o v e Sun Nov 05, 2006 @ 10:42pm

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Commented on: Sun Nov 05, 2006 @ 11:32pm


	awww...thats so sad.... what a b***h. you shouldnt consider death over her...you're young and there are over 6 billion people in the world, so chances of finding a new mate are oh-so-possible. i hope things take a turn for the better

Commented on: Mon Nov 06, 2006 @ 02:57am


	sad I dont know what to say...thats so sad... i dont think you should die for her stare she doesnt even seem like shes worth your time... hope you feel better soon heart

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Commented on: Mon Nov 06, 2006 @ 04:16am


	Didn't I tell you that killing yourself is not the answer? I know you meant for us to hate her, but if we do that, then why tell us a sad story about your life? I'm not here to ramble. No matter what happens in life, take it like you always do, and live for the next day, and the day that's after that one, and whatever the ending to that thing was. Just don't kill yourself when you can just find another one,a nd move on like you always did. Move On! dramallama

Commented on: Mon Nov 06, 2006 @ 05:58am


	so this is goodbye then. I was going to apologize for being mean to you, I felt bad about the way I told you off on the phone. I guess that's not necessary now. Maybe I can't be a good master for you, I'm sure you have plenty though, from what I hear you have a fanclub. I don't know what you saw in me anyways. I'm sorry I failed you, I'm sorry I didn't care enough to fly over, I'm sorry you weren't the most important thing in my life. And so, yeah, our relationship will probably end in six months, but they never call promiscuous men sluts. It's too bad though. I thought we'd keep contact until I'd be in a more suitable position. I'm not independent of my parents. My parents would totally not let me go. I don't see how you can't understand that, I live with them, they support me which means they have a say in where I go, just like yours didn't. I don't see how you can't understand that. It's like suddenly master can do anything. No, master can't do everything because master is a student and can't yet afford to live on her own. I liked you, why did you have to go? just because I can't spend enough time with you on the phone?

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