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I dream a world where you understand. <3
This is the place where I sit,
This is the part where I love you too much.
Is this as hard as it gets?
'Cause I'm getting tired of pretending I'm tough
I'm here if you want me
I'm yours, you can hold me
I'm empty and achin'
and tumblin' and breakin'

'Cause you don't see me
And you don't need me
And you don't love me
The way I wish you would
The way I know you could


I just woke up. xD Yeah I know it's 3.30pm. Shut up. D; I was up a bit to long last night/this morning. ^_^ It was a while since I updated. surprised I'm lazy.

The database thing class I take is boring as hell. I don't get s**t about it. I'm sitting like a big questionmark while reading the book. xD But something must get into my brain. I got an A on the first part of my database, I hope I get the same on the next part too. D;

My brother and I watched "Click" and "Garfield's A Tail of Two Kitties". xD Click was really good. You should all see it. It's sad at the end. But the rest is mostly hilarious. xd Garfield's A Tail of Two Kitties, was funny to. I love movies for children. xD And the person who made the voice to Garfield in swedish did such a good jobb. I usually don't like dubbed movies. But this one was good. And Garfield ( Gustav in Swedish XD) looked like the guy that made the voice too. xD So adorable. XD

Forget everything I said about my hair. I dooon't want it to grow. I looove it. As it is right now. It's perfect, it got the perfect lenght and style. I can end up infront of the mirror at anytime just playing with it. xD The only thing I would change at this time, is that I want bangs. ^_^ But I hate that. The hair gets into my eyes if it's to long. -_-

I'm speechless and faded
It's too complicated
Is this how the book ends?
Nothing but good friends?


A few days ago when I was going to take the bus. A man stoped me on the street. He was like: Do you want something to read? I thought he was a homeless person who was selling newspaper so I was like: crying Okey. <33 But no. He was from Jehovas witness. And started to give me the watchtower and other papers. And told me I should go to bibel school with him and his wife and that they should come home to me. gonk But finally he walked away. But he only got 10 - 20 meters. -_- Before he turned around and came back to tell me more. mad And I can't lie, sadly. ( I can. xD Just not to some persons. ) And especially not religious people. What if their god really exist? And get really pissed at me for lying to his belivers. So when he asked me my name xD I got so paniced I told him my real name. XD And he was like: where do you live? Around here? xD -_- I of course try to be as truthful as I can. So I only tell him the number on the house. xD Which is bad enough. He didn't get my phone number though. xD No way in hell. I don't want them to get ahold of me, so they can rape me. D: My mother got really happy though. She made up alot of plans about how she would get rid of them if the knock on or door. xD killer mom. D;
Sidenote@ If you dear reader are a jehovas witness. I'm sorry if you are offended by anything here. xD And please tell everone you know to leave me alone. ;D

And Linda is back on gaia. =D Yaay. xD She sleept over here someday. xD We had fun. ^_^ She should move back. Lame a** school she goes to. </3. Haha. XD She's retarded I tell you. D; And crazy too. xD Haha. I remember when that idiot, (I have no idea who he was. O.o Just a random dude. xD) Dropped her down the stairs. xD She survived though, she didn't have much memory the day after anyways. That little alcoholic. xD

And what the ******** is up with this? Saw 3. Is right now in the movies here. Or atleast in 3 citys of sweden. -_-
Why the hell do I have to wait to see it? Cause I don't live in one of the 3 largest citys? How retarded isn't that.

My internet isn't working. o.o;; God. I got scared to death they would delete everything I wrote. xD But I copied it and is now writing in Notes or whatever
it is in English. ^_^ I hate when it stops working. -_- That usually means our phones stops working too. xD
Gaaah. D; The phone works but not the ******** internet. -_-

I'm ending now. So I can leave the computer before I get really pissed. D;

Take good care dear readers. ^_^ <33 Lots of love.

This is the place in my heart
This is the place where I'm falling apart
Isn't this just where we met?
And is this the last chance that I'll ever get?
I wish I was lonely
Instead of just only-
Crystal and see-through and not enough to you

Cause you don't see me
And you don't need me
And you don't love me
The way I wish you would






User Comments: [2]
Evelynia
Community Member





Tue Nov 21, 2006 @ 07:25pm


yay en svensk!.
Jag börjar hitta lite svenskar här och var.. smile


Gotixa
Community Member





Sat Nov 25, 2006 @ 11:36am


rofl

alcoholic my a** 4laugh
They put drugs in it I tell you rolleyes rofl

sweatdrop


I'll be back someday... just have to finish my stupid studies.. gonk


miss you rofl 4laugh


User Comments: [2]
 
 
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