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Why do I keep faith and hope in something that feels like it isn't doing any good. I love someone very much and hurt so bad that he don't feel the same. I gave him my all and more. He never seen it. Kept expecting the worst from me. Even though I wasn't giving him my worst, he never had faith in me anymore. I made mistakes...now I have to hurt for them and lose the one and ONLY man I truely love. When will the pain stop? Will it? I'm beginning to think it will never go away. I miss him soooo much. I just want to stop crying. I just want to stop.