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What do you know! I find myself here again. I have GOT to get myself a life. >.<
But... mreh, I enjoy this. Enjoy it with me, ne~
xD
I don't understand myself. -_-
Well... I've learned that's it's better to write entries when I'm not depressed. That way, you can understand at least every other word. But I just rant when I'm sad. I rant and I rant, and then I regret it. >.>
Mreh, not regret it. I try not to regret things. It's a terrible feeling.
But the things I truly regret are what I assume you don't expect. That... kind of rhymes. >.>
xD
Not really, now that I think about it.
But anyway. Ever moment I delay, I regret. Everytime I say good bye, and you still don't REALLY know, I regret. Everytime I feel, but I don't share, I regret.
I... regret most things. I try to regret nothing. I regret everything. I regret... starting this journal entry! Because now I am obligated to finish it.
...
A word that I've always refused to use... is the only word I can, in fact, use. Or do I just abuse it?
Yesh... I'm using words that rhyme on purpose. It... amuses me. >.>
xD
But anyway. -_-
A word that is so damned redundant. A word that is over used. It... basically has no meaning anymore.
It has only come to describe the rather childish game that you can't possibly win.
But I am weak and simple, just like everyone else in this pathetic world. So though there is no real word to describe it, I'll have to use the one everyone else seems to.
Hmm...
I wonder what's wrong with me. xD
Well, so much for that happy act. It seemed that depressed me took the happy me with it. So... now... I'm empty?
...
Well... I'm kind of melting right now. No... not literally. Sorry to disappoint.
Anyway...
I guess that's all. xD I know it makes no sense. Nothing I type ever makes any sense. But you're just going to have to live with that, my invisible readers. x3
Good night~
- Sakura Lied.
 Lyccea · Wed Dec 13, 2006 @ 03:14am · 0 Comments |
