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A Long Time Ago


A long time ago, if you asked me what was on my mind
I would’ve gladly told you something fun or nice
Now I’m not so sure anymore, care to roll the dice?

I would’ve laughed at your not so funny jokes
And chased you around with a smile
But now I’ve lost that innocent guile

A long time ago, if you asked me what I was doing
I wouldn’t hesitate to tell you what and why
But now, I just turn away with a sigh

I would’ve begged for you to carry me
And would have yeld faster the whole way
Now I would never even care to say. . .

How I’m feeling, what’s going on in my head
I’d just sit there and stare at you, unseeing
To the deepest recess of my mind, fleeing

But you don’t know that, because I always answer
Though at least half the time it’s not what I really feel
No worries right now, cause it’s no big deal

A long time ago, I would have came cryin’ to you
But now, I can’t even seem to cry
Like clouds on a sunny day, I guess I’m too dry

All of these things so different a long time ago. . .