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I'm All Alone ............! Ickyness... Yeah. I hate being left alone wth my thoughts and stuff. My mom's gonna be gone until at least 8:00. That's two and a half hours away D': The last several months happeneings have been....completely and utterly unfathomable. I hate breathing. Way more often than I should... I've more been pretending to be happy for everyone's sake.. I hate when people worry about me, pity me, whatever. It makes me feel even weaker. I guess I'd rather the people around me be happy.. I need to get ****** sloshed >_< I hate it here, I want to move back home. But now, I'm so ****** torn between people that I love and care about. There are people I could never live without that I miss so much, but I'm finding myself getting into love/hate relationships here as well.. Meh... Isnt life great?

Posted by: faggy muffin Thu Dec 21, 2006 @ 01:48am

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[.Marilyn.Manson.]
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Commented on: Thu Dec 21, 2006 @ 02:28am


	Hm. I want to go home too. We should go home together. :3

Commented on: Thu Dec 21, 2006 @ 08:02am


	What you where sad?! Naw, I heard the stories, I'll be myself and Pitty is ..like flys.. they only last for a day or two..but it's annoying as hell to have 'em around.

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Commented on: Thu Dec 21, 2006 @ 10:16am


	Eurgh. Life can suck a lot of the time. My life had been that way and in the last week or so things have been getting better. I think you have to hit rock bottom before something good comes along. You just have to keep living, that's the only answer. I promise you things will get better and if not right away, I'll be here if you need someone to talk to <3

Commented on: Fri Dec 22, 2006 @ 04:04am


	Ah yes life is such a profound universal thing.... what's profound me?? sweatdrop but any who... yes it can suck but it can also be totally awesome 3nodding just the whole world doesn't seem to be totally awesome all at once, there's always a tragedy and it can't all be bad either 'cause there's always gunna be something good in the world happening.... dude I didn't think I could think like this surprised you made me sound so weird and alienish... kool! whee 4laugh

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Commented on: Fri Dec 22, 2006 @ 04:04pm


	I'm sorry I can't help more, but maybe if you drink a huge mug of hot chocolate you'll feel better? It probably won'y help D< I know what you mean with the whole moving thing and not wanting to leave because of people you meet and the people you know. It sucks. The only thing I can really say is hope you have a happy christmas. Oh, and please don't get sloshed too much, I don't want you getting in some other sort of mess.

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