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Look into my mind
See what i don't show anyone else
so then, what am i to do with this darkness that lingers inside? do i just let it stay and infect my mind like before, or do i get rid of it? if so, then i cannot let it go because it's grown to be a part of me now and i can't replace it with anything else. well, at least i've made some friends here, so things aren't all that bad, but i doubt i can talk to them about this for fear of making them leave, or freaking them out. there's always my sister, but it's like a personality clash, and thinks always happen to make either one of us mad. i think it's because of our different views, or it's just our thoughts that make it like so. but still, it's thewre and it won't go away, no matter what i do. could this be... my soul? i feel glad to have it there, but it's also a pain, because whenever i say horrible things to someone, it makes me feel the opposite of what i really do. please, someone help me...






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sakura800
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Fri Jan 19, 2007 @ 05:48am


hey buddy u no how u said u can't talk 2 any1 about it well u can talk 2 me i get how u feel i felt like that and sometimes still do ok so u can talk 2 me about anything 3nodding


.[k00k!3~l0v3r].
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Sun Jan 21, 2007 @ 05:39pm


my dear onii-chan u must get rid of your pain, your darkness. because that isnt your soul, cant you see the darkness is causing your soul pain, and if you leave it you will change, and you will never be the person i know.....it has already changed you not much but it has...


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