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Okay, everyone knows how much I love my Ashley heart
I don't care whether it's mushy or disgusting or whatever. Love's love 4laugh
Recently, I made a stupid mistake of mis-explaining something over the phone to her. . .she cried. . .so I decided that I wasn't going to wait until the next day to see if everything was okay. . .I'm not like that. I drove half an hour to the next town where she lived to apologize to her face-to-face, because I'm not afraid to face my mistakes. I don't wanna lose Ashley, and that's all I had on my mind as I drove over. I got there, knocking on the door, chest hurting like mad, and my breath on the verge of leaving me. . .heh, I stayed a few extra days. . .mostly because I just can't stand leaving her side. I love Ashley. I can't say that enough. I'm proud to say that Ashley's my girlfriend. I wouldn't want any other. I don't see other girls in ways a normal guy should, because Ashley's all that I need. That, plus most girls I know are highly immature. . .no offense to any of my friends who are female. . .but she has a sense of composure that surpasses many. She'd rather sit back and watch than bother people with her own feelings. . .I can understand that, because I do it too. But for some reason, when I talk to her, I can't help but divulge my. . .well. . .secrets, guess you could call them. . .

"Oh wow! This guy must be gay or something, he's writing a long-a** journal entry!" ******** to you, self-centered reader, for I don't care. I write to feel, and I feel to live. I know what love is, and trust me, once you've felt it, you don't want that feeling to go away. That's why I fight so hard to keep Ashley. . .and I'd do anything to protect her. there's no limit to what that may be.

Ashley, if you read this, I want you to know that I'd always be there for you no matter what. And whenever I happen to wrong you, I won't hesitate to do whatever it takes to right that mistake. I'm your's, love. and I've never said more truth than that. heart

With whatever that stuff is;
Lee a.k.a. Otama Kun-Sol