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I feel like I got half dumped today crying and saying that makes me feel like a horny b*****d. Thats not what relations ships are about anyway, or are they. This isn't my fault yet I want to take the blame. I wish I could fix stuff like this but I'm too stupid and I don't want to get into other peoples business. I'm kinda angry now, it's a stupid thing to be angry about if you ask me but still. I'm kinda disappointed, I guess partial in myself for caring so much. I would be sad but I always find something to blame, this time its Mike (not mike lee). All I can do is respect and give space, thats cool I guess.

[edit] I forgot to say I went insane again today, after that conversation I started laughing and there was nothing funny and I couldn't stop until I cleared my mind of all thoughts. It was one of those crazy laughs again.