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i don't know what to do right now, cuz i feel so sad, and confused, and i also feel depressed and hated. i mean, i'm hurting the ones i love the most, without knowing how i am or why. i only want to be an honest person, but this is in the way of that...my heart has been torn out, and crushed by these feelings, and i know that i must bear this pain for as long as i live, for it will not be the first time i feel like this, that is for sure. but i don't want to feel like this...