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My feelings are getting to me... & another random dream |
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Well, in two days I'm going to be going to another golf tournament. Although that's not really important here, just thought I might say something. I've had two more dreams: one a week ago, and one last night.
The one I had last night was really random. There was one, crazy looking, bunny. (Now let me say first that I'm not the kind of girl that squeals over rabbits, cats, and other small soft animals. The way I feel for them is, if they get in the way of a car, they can kiss their life good-bye. I don't hate them though, they just happen to be here on earth.) It's body started to liquefy and it multiplied into ten or so other bunnies. Then it became fifty. Also, the rabbits looked kind of anime like and the background was pitch black. (Not a normal dream, I'll tell you. And it gets weirder.) Then some weird narrator began talking about how the bunnies became a whole rabbit again, except for one. As the person was saying that, the bunnies liquefied and formed to one figure again, then it left the view. Yet one bunny was left behind. Then the narrator started talking about how that one rabbit was really sad that it was left behind. (I swear, I never want to have another sick and random dream, like this one, again!) Then the dream changed to a cat fight on a quilt. There were thirteen groups of cats. Each group had around seven cats. They were trying to jump on (get rid of) one different cat. The cats looked like mini plushed, quilt-like, figures sewn on a giant yellow quilt. Then the dream ended with no win. Like I said, I never want to have this random of a dream again. It didn't even feel like the kind of dream I would normally have. Heh, I wouldn't be suprised if it was someone else's dream. Actually it felt more like a pathetic story for babies. *shudders.*
Then there was that dream I had a week ago. (At least this one was actually a dream.) It started out at my friend Marcus' house. It was his birthday and he had invited me and some friends over. I was the only girl there. (I can't remember all of it so I'll try my best to have it make sense.) Well, I began hanging around one of his friends, whom I didn't know. We were sitting on a bench in the yard and the guy had his arm around my shoulders. I didn't really like it, but I didn't try to move away from him either. He tried to kiss me but I can't remember if he succeeded or not. (I hope not!) Then Marcus dragged me away from him, thankfully or so I thought. He took me to the back of the open garage and we sat in the corner. My back was against the wall and he was sitting infront of me. He grasped my shoulders and began crying. He started singing love songs and kept saying he loved me and missed being my boyfriend. I didn't respond but he pulled me into his arms. I felt really bad and wanted to tell him how I felt about him. For some reason my boyfriend, Charles, was out of my mind. Then the dream ended when my brother told me that dad had bought donuts for breakfast.
I don't really know what to do about the dream I just talked about. I've liked Marcus for a long time but we've had a very bad past. Even though we've made up for it, mainly was my fault, I have been still scared of getting back with him. But I like being with Charles now. He was once my best friend for three years then I finally told him that I liked him. Hmm... maybe I'll make that subject a Journal entry some day.
Although last night's dream I can do without. Very freaky dream! whee
 Vanilla Wolf · Sun Mar 06, 2005 @ 04:24am · 2 Comments |
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