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Oh the pain, the pain I get from living
I can’t seem to think of any other way to live
I see you suffer
Beating yourself up
I can’t seem to stop you
I don’t know what to do
My mind is frozen
Watching you
Sitting there in the darkness, tears rolling down your face
Me sitting here, tears welling up, running down
My eyes becoming blurry
Remembering the things, things that happened
I don’t want to remember
Can’t we just stop it all?
My heart aches for you
I can’t seem to see you anymore
More tears, more pain
Your violet eyes holding so much pain
Your mind lost in a haze of pain
Remembering all that you see
I can’t seem too see you anymore
You’re eyes are losing their shine
Their bright violet hue diminishing
I can’t see you
My life is through
My pain is gone
I see you in bright colors
No more pain
The white surrounding us is a blessing
We are home