This feeling...
it is almost like beeing tortured...this feeling...it's like a something i've never felt, pain...but it's in my heart, stabbing at it like a knife. it's almost like it's telling me something, but i can't hear what it is because i've closed my ears to the noise, and trying to escape the pain. it's almost as if, that pain is me...my heart or something else...telling me to telll the truth, to quit lying and spit out what i really want o say...but haven't i been saying it so long before? haven't i made my choice, and said that thing i need to say? perhaps not...maybe that is not what i mean to say, but i beliee with what is left in my heart that that is what i wanted to say these years, to tell someone i really care about that i love them, but why is that not what it is i wanted to say for so long? what could it be? why am i having this feeling now of all times? can i not deal with this another time?
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