hello there, you may be wondering why I've titled this entry as: love.
you may think that I've just turned insane, and are about to give praises to love and all it's mushiness, right?
you are so wrong. I still hate love, and the way it drives me to the point of insanity, just because it makes me want another to love me in return.
love: the issue that brings either utter bliss, or it can bring a rain of misery upon someone. it all just depends how love has treated you.
you know what, love has treated me like crap. it makes me fall for someone, and I fall hard. then, I can't bounce back up (at least for a while...).
I want to yell this out so loudly: I ******** HATE LOVE!!! I HATE WHAT ITS DONE TO ME! I WISH I DIDNT LOVE ANYONE, AND THAT I COULD JUST...
just stop loving those who arent flesh and blood to me.
if they aren't related to me, why does it hurt so much, just because I cant have them? why does it hurt so much, just because they already love someone else? why does it hurt so much... because they only see me as a friend?
see? love is ******** up, and I am ******** up.
I know what you're going to do, you are going to place a comment, saying "no, you got it all wrong, love is beautiful...blah blah blah."
well you know what?! take your lovey-dovey stuff, and shove it up your nose, because I've got a right to say these things. they're my freaking opinion.
this is my freaking journal, so if you're going to say that I'm a stupid b***h, well shove it up yer damn a**!
*ahem* sorry for that violent outburst.
farewell, until next time.
~Anything you do, I'll do it better than you~
(namie amuro- put em' up)
you may think that I've just turned insane, and are about to give praises to love and all it's mushiness, right?
you are so wrong. I still hate love, and the way it drives me to the point of insanity, just because it makes me want another to love me in return.
love: the issue that brings either utter bliss, or it can bring a rain of misery upon someone. it all just depends how love has treated you.
you know what, love has treated me like crap. it makes me fall for someone, and I fall hard. then, I can't bounce back up (at least for a while...).
I want to yell this out so loudly: I ******** HATE LOVE!!! I HATE WHAT ITS DONE TO ME! I WISH I DIDNT LOVE ANYONE, AND THAT I COULD JUST...
just stop loving those who arent flesh and blood to me.
if they aren't related to me, why does it hurt so much, just because I cant have them? why does it hurt so much, just because they already love someone else? why does it hurt so much... because they only see me as a friend?
see? love is ******** up, and I am ******** up.
I know what you're going to do, you are going to place a comment, saying "no, you got it all wrong, love is beautiful...blah blah blah."
well you know what?! take your lovey-dovey stuff, and shove it up your nose, because I've got a right to say these things. they're my freaking opinion.
this is my freaking journal, so if you're going to say that I'm a stupid b***h, well shove it up yer damn a**!
*ahem* sorry for that violent outburst.
farewell, until next time.
~Anything you do, I'll do it better than you~
(namie amuro- put em' up)
Community Member
Love is beautiful, my foot. People who say that are just naive little children who've watched too many disney movies and think that life is just one big happy ending. We are most unfortunate to be living in the time of idealism and happy lovey-dovey teens who think they know what love is. Psh. And I sure as hell don't know what it is either.
But don't give up on love just yet. You're still young, and high school is NOT the place to find "true love." I hate to be the bearer of bad news, but love at this time is just a chemical reaction in which the brain releases waaay too many hormones to make us think we're in love. Pseudo-love. Infatuation. Heh.
Well, that's just my two cents.