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Funny thing happened...-- |
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[Just so you know...I'm a woman, RinaLee to be exact. I just felt like having a male avvie for a while--]
So...the guy that I had fallen for turned out to be gay. I was heartbroken, but tried to stay in an upbeat mood. I called home [I live away from home], and asked my mom if my sister had told her. She said yes--
So, I was talking to her about it, and she asked why I always fell for gay men. Like, she said "You're my daughter! You should have great Gaydar!" [Her brother was gay, so she's got really good Gaydar] I told her...I just like femmine men...and she just...out of the blue...asked "Are you gay?" I went silent. What the hell was I supposed to say to that?! I mean, I know I like women...and femmine men...I consider myself 65/35, with women in the lead. So I didn't say anything for about 30 seconds. She asked if I was still there, and I said, "There's something...that KT knows...and John knows...and Chris knows...and most of my friends online know...that you don't know--" "Well, you better just say it." "Well, you already told me you don't believe that..." "What?" "I'm...I'm bisexual--" "What, that's the secret? I already knew that!" "Wait, what? You did?!--" "Why else would you fall for guys that look like girls?" I was FLOORED. I had no idea that it was that obvious to her. I had no idea...I was just in shock--
She basically told me that she was fine with that; it changed nothing, and she told me that she would have no problem with me having a girlfriend. I about fainted. I do, however, live in rural Oregon, so there aren't any out girls within a 20 mile radius, so until I transfer to the big university, I'm still going to be alone--
After I got off the phone...I started wondering "Maybe I'm not even bisexual...I don't really fall for manly-men...just girly-men....could that mean.......?--" So now I'm seriously pondering my sexualty again--
[Just a quick question: If you only like super-femme men, does that make a difference? I mean, lately, I've been much more into women...what do you think?--]
 Talice-Derae · Wed Feb 21, 2007 @ 12:02am · 4 Comments |
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