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Hello people who read my journal, today I feel angsty beyond all belief...and I have no idea why.
I sat on my bed for two hours today and just cried, the reason is very weird, but for some reason my very weird mind believes it is true.
I feel like no one loves me anymore, I know its weird, and strange, but I am a very clingy person and if I don't have at least one person to cling to, I get very depressed.
I have been sick for a week now, and when I called my best friend's house, she was talking to her boyfriend, (And we made this pact thing that if I call first then her boyfriend calls she will continue talking to be, but if her BF calls first then I call, she will continue talking to him.) so she had to go. I felt a little sad only b/c it was kinda weird one night when she slept over all she did was talk to her boyfriend...I read my book. I'm not complaining, I love spending time with Ashley(My Best Friend)and I'm glad she loves her boyfriend so much that they've decided to get married....soon....REALLY soon. (Does that seem strange to you? well....for some reason not to me, you should see them, then you wouldn't think it was strange, they were MADE for eachother.) I just, kinda felt a little weird....
And then today when I would finally have a chance to call her and not waist minutes on my cell, she was at my other friends house for a sleep over, and I know that Ashley has other friends that she needs to hang out with, I just feel alone right now. I mean my other friend (that I FINALLY called) that I haven’t seen in like, forever, was supposed to call me last weekend, but never did, and that only helped make me feel alone...now I just feel like curling up under a rock and dying....stupid sickness....stupid life.....
 Gaaras_Lover · Sat Feb 24, 2007 @ 10:51pm · 0 Comments |
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