again i was touched! AGAIN?!?! WHAT THE ******** IS SO WRONG WITH ME?!?! DO I NOT FIT INTO THE PERFECT IDEAL OF BEAUTY?!! IS THAT WHY?!?! AM I JUST SOMETHING BETTER THEN A BABBLEING PREP WHO DOSEN''T GIVE A CRAP WHAT LIFE AND DEATH AND FOREVER MEANS?!?! I CAN'T ******** LIVE LIKE THIS ANY MORE!!!!!!!! WHAT IS SO BAD ABOUT BEING WHO YOU WERE BORN TO BE?!?!?!?!