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Josie-chan!! Don't say such things!! Just because you were hurt many times as a child doesn't mean you're weak. It doesn't mean you're meant to be alone. It means nothing more than the fact that you were hurt multiple times. Your life is your choice. You don't need to let your hurt affect this. Being hurt hurts, but its important to see that this doesn't need to change how you feel or how you have chosen to live your life. Personally, I think all the dogmatic restrictions of the Catholic faith are bogus and a BIG waste of time. I personally believe that the Catholic leaders went overboard with the rules of the faith as it evolved and have come to exclude way more than include people. I was baptized Catholic as an infant, and there are certain teachings that I definitely agree with. But there are some points that I definitely disagree with too. Just because you're bisexual doesn't mean you're not as good as everyone else you know. You're still a human-being. Bisexuality is just another natural occurance that comes up every once in a while. Not everyone is going to accept it, but that doesn't mean you need to conceal yourself. I did that for a VEEEEEEEEEERRRY long time, and I assure you - it does nothing more than drag you deeper under the rough waves of sorrow. Then you choke and suffocate with your inability to see any different from what you have chained yourself with. I don't think God can actively control our lives. I debated on this thought for a long time, and I really don't think its that easy for him/her. It just doesn't seem possible, and if it is, I'm sure it takes a lot of power and a great amount of force in order to alternate all the pieces that cause things to be the way they are. God surely lives inside of us and provides roots for our souls and our existence. He/she enables all the forces of life to be possible, and therefore allows us to live just the way we are. I believe God desperately needs us to provide a reason for God to continue existing -- almost like a house to protect God from outer darknesses. God allows us to live in freedom and enables us to live and evolve into what we each are as individuals. Therefore, God surely loves us no matter what we become and what we are. cute So don't feel that you have no choice in life. Don't think that God doesn't love you just because you aren't like other people. Just because you get hurt doesn't mean you aren't human. Because getting hurt is human, and we all carry the ability to move on and forgive when we get hurt. Therefore, we don't need to feel afraid or forgotten. 3nod