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"yet again, im ******** my life up, 2 girls mean so much to me, for one of em, she is real cute, not very attractive, but thats not what matters, i like her, i know i can make a difference in her life, she knows i like her, and i know she likes me, but she continues to put up a wall between us, i only wish to hold onto her, even if its only for a second. if i can make a difference, shouldn't i? i hope i find out soon..."

"The other girl, i have known for long time now, i just am not sure if another relationship is right for us, im not sure if i can make a difference in her life, im guessing she knows how i have felt, for a long time now, i do a shitty way of hiding it. hehe. i adore her, more then i thought i could. im suck an idiot, love only leads to pain, i know if i chose one girl, the other will have at lest some pain, just like when one of them asked another person out, my heart sank like the titanic, but i will support her, no matter what happens....

"Would she hear me, if i called her name would she hold me."
"If she knew my shame."