hullo there, minnasan!
I have come to a realization!
sure you may call me a religious fanatic for saying the following, but right now, I need to document this moment of my life!
so here it goes:
today I read something that inspired me.
I was so inspired, because I realized that even if I had no boyfriend or girlfriend, God still loved me.
I never needed to hug Arc-kun so much, nor want to hug Neko-chan.
I was always hugged by God, and I was so foolish for not seeing it earlier!
All this time, I was being hormonal, wanting someone to give me affection, when I could have looked right in front of me, and see that I was already loved!
I was loved by family and friends, and by God!
I feel so blessed for having such friends, even the few that have tormented me!
And, I know that with the love of God, I dont need to feel so low, and forget that I have the potential to become an honour student!
I dont need to have a push that will make me want to be the good student I can be by my parentals!
I had a push that I never realized I had, until today.
well, before I start getting obscure comments about:
"Josie, your starting to become religious. eww."
OR
"Josie, you're acting more stupid than the time you were obsessing over toasters."
I shall leave you with these questions that anyone of you who reads this entry should answer:
What inspires you to do anything? Have you ever felt "unloved"? Have you felt so low that you feel that you cant get back up again?
-that's all for now!-
~yay! mushrooms!~
(quote from- me looking at a pizza)
I have come to a realization!
sure you may call me a religious fanatic for saying the following, but right now, I need to document this moment of my life!
so here it goes:
today I read something that inspired me.
I was so inspired, because I realized that even if I had no boyfriend or girlfriend, God still loved me.
I never needed to hug Arc-kun so much, nor want to hug Neko-chan.
I was always hugged by God, and I was so foolish for not seeing it earlier!
All this time, I was being hormonal, wanting someone to give me affection, when I could have looked right in front of me, and see that I was already loved!
I was loved by family and friends, and by God!
I feel so blessed for having such friends, even the few that have tormented me!
And, I know that with the love of God, I dont need to feel so low, and forget that I have the potential to become an honour student!
I dont need to have a push that will make me want to be the good student I can be by my parentals!
I had a push that I never realized I had, until today.
well, before I start getting obscure comments about:
"Josie, your starting to become religious. eww."
OR
"Josie, you're acting more stupid than the time you were obsessing over toasters."
I shall leave you with these questions that anyone of you who reads this entry should answer:
What inspires you to do anything? Have you ever felt "unloved"? Have you felt so low that you feel that you cant get back up again?
-that's all for now!-
~yay! mushrooms!~
(quote from- me looking at a pizza)
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