I'm so lonley.
I'm staying with my mother, because I can't stand my stepmom.
I have no friends here in this town.
But It's okay. Because it's peaceful here.
I have two friends in the town I live with my father in..
Cassandra, and Matthew.
Their my best friends.. Their like.. Family.
But my Stepmother doesn't want me spending time over at Cassandra's house.
Matthew lives by her and visits almost daily. (When they get along.)
And because I slept in the Livingroom (on the couch) and Matthew just happend to sleep in there too (on the floor across the room) I end up not being able to go over there.
My stepmother thinks I'm a whore, because she used to be. But then she found rolleyes "God" rolleyes and all this bullshit..
It makes me cry... almost every night I'm there..
I hug my friends, Tell them I love them, and used to kiss their cheek.
I did that to a (now ex friend) Named Tony.
Infront of my Stepmother. Not thinking of course.
And She screamed at me about it for a week.
Then again, Tony's Mom thinks I'm ugly and have a bad attitude. Thus, why we just fell apart and never really talk...
I got put on Legal Supervision July of 2006. For Pushing my Father out of my face, because I felt threatend.
If I even breath the wrong word to my stepmother, she will do what it takes to see I get sent to Juvee.
I didn't want to go to church one sunday. Because we had an agreement that I'd go to church, IF, IF! She had my Homework. (They yanked me out of school to homeschool me..) And She hadn't got the work in yet. I hadn't slept well, so I said "No" and she yelled, threatend to throw ice, snow, and water on me, Forced her way into the room I was getting dressed in, and told me if I didn't go she was going to call my Case Manager and have him take me into Juvee for Non-Compliance with Treatment for Angoraphobia. (Which I was never, and am NOT Diagnosed with.)
 Lady Freakshow · Sat Apr 14, 2007 @ 03:10am · 3 Comments |
