They all ask questions,
Of my awful depression,
But I cant find the words so start,
All the words hidden deep in my heart,
I cant tell them,
Cant tell what might've been,
I cant tell whats happening now,
And I cant tell them how.
All I can say is something is terribly wrong,
And I feel like I cant stay here long,
I have many thoughts of suicide,
That I cant seem to push aside.
I've ran away more times than I can count,
Just to come back after I lost my route.
I've been pushed around, beaten, bruised,
Kicked while I'm down, feeling abused.
My once sweet heart has turned black and cold,
And all my secrets are never kept and only told.
I've been betrayed, dumped, and ditched,
My heart broken and bleeding, never to be stitched.
I feel I live a life of hell,
And nobody cares, or nobody can tell.
My once bright eyes have lost their shine,
And I wish the dull eyes I have now weren't mine.
As you can see I'm far from perfect,
And my life hasn't turned out like I want it.
In my room I sit, Torn to pieces inside,
Crying on the floor, feeling like I'm going to die.
I'm starving myself, I cant seem to eat,
And I feel so tired, and oh so weak.
I lay awake at night, face down on my pillow,
Drowning in tears,
Living with all my fears.
But I'm already dead inside,
Because by rules I dont abide.
I dont expect anyone to understand,
And I dont expect anyone to lend me a hand.
Cant you see nobody can help me?
Dont you see I'll never be free?
I've lost everything,
And I'm left with nothing,
Only pain and hurt and sorrow,
Wondering if I'll live to see tomorrow
This is a story of a broken soul,
And on me its taken its toll.
I dont know how long I will last,
In a world thats spinning way to fast...
~Aryn
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