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Men kick friendship around like a football and it doesn’t seem to crack. Women treat it like glass and it falls to pieces.

Missing someone gets easier every day because even though you are farther away from the last time you saw them, you are closer to the next time you will.

Why are the words goodbye, I’m sorry, and I love you, so easy to pronounce but so hard to say?

It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like them and a day to fall in love. But it takes forever to forget someone.

The hardest part about walking away from you is you’ll never run after me.

Tears are words the heart can’t say.

Why is it…that I must climb 100 mountains to get you...when all you have to do is smile…to get me?

When things hit rock bottom, the only place to you can go, is up.

I want to be remembered as the girl who always smiled…the one who could brighten up your day, even if you couldn’t brighten her own.

Why do I want what I can’t get?

It is never too late to be what might have been.

I could be the best thing that’s ever happened to you, but how would you know unless you give me a chance.

Someone should sue Disney for planting ideas in little kids’ heads that every girl has a prince and everything end up happily ever after.

Just because you’ve left me doesn’t mean I’ve forgotten you. I couldn’t do that - forget you like you’ve forgotten me.

Last night I hugged my pillow and dreamt of you. I wish that someday I’d dream about my pillow and I’d be hugging you.

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most, saying something and wishing you hadn’t or saying nothing and wishing you had?

Before you say hello, think…and make sure you except the fact that one day you’re gonna have to say goodbye.

If you think your world is falling apart, don’t fret, somebody’s actually is.

It’s hard to answer the question, ‘what’s wrong?’ when nothings right.

How do I say bye to someone who I never had? Why do tears fall for someone who was never mine? Why is it that I miss someone who I was never with?

Sometimes it’s not worth holding on anymore.

I was the one who said things changed, but you were the one who showed me exactly how much they really did.

When your life falls apart, always remember that I will be the one who will stay to help you pick the pieces up and when the rest of the world walks out on you, remember not to close the door, because I am the one who will be walking in to help you through it all.

Just remember that your darkest hour is only 60 minutes.

If it’s meant to be…it will happen…

I don’t need to be wanted…I want to be needed.

Sometimes you need to run away to see who will follow you.

It’s funny how the people you know me the least…have the most to say…

Ever notice the only guys we complain about are the ones we care about the most?

Alone? I’m beside you. Afraid? I’ll comfort you. Need a hug? My arms are yours. Hurt? You can cry on my shoulder, I don’t promise to solve your problems, but at least I’ll cry with you. Why? Simply because I care and love you.

Everything changes eventually, that’s just the way life is, and you have no control over it…like, suddenly people who you think are always going to be there…they disappear…you know, people die and move away…and they grow up. – Dawson’s Creek

When you feel your life ain’t worth living, you’ve got to stand up and take a look around you, then a look way up to the sky and when your deepest thoughts are broken, keep on dreaming’ cause when you stop dreaming’ it’s time to die.

Can it be that I’m not meant to play this part? Now I see that if I were truly to be myself, I would break my family’s heart. Who is that girl I see, staring straight back at me? Why is my reflection someone I don’t know? Some how I cannot hide who I am though I’ve tried. When will my reflection show who I am inside?

When you feel lonely, look at the sky and know that I am somewhere beneath that same sky, thinking of you and wishing you were here with me.

Everyone says to give up on you but they don’t see you like I do.

The worst thing to realize in life is that all good things must eventually come to an end.

When I do something right, no one ever remembers, when I do something wrong, no one ever forgets.

You have got a way with words; you got me smiling even when it hurts.

There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real.

Have you ever noticed that the worst way to miss someone is when the moment you can’t feel them under your fingertips and you miss them?

Too many of us stay walled up because we’re too afraid to care too much…for fear that the other person does not care as much, or at all.

You know the good thing about pain? It let’s you know your not dead.

The bad things in life open your eyes to the good things you weren’t paying attention to before.

All I want is for someone to hold me and tell me everything is going to be okay. – the wedding singer

Sometimes the thing you are looking for is the only thing you can’t see.

Sometimes what you forget doesn’t bother you nearly as much as what you remember.

We talk like we know what’s going on, but we don’t. We don’t know anything. We’re young and we’re gonna screw up a lot. We’re gonna keep changing our minds and even sometimes our hearts. And through all that, it the only real thing we can offer each other is forgiveness.

Forget the times he walked by…forget the times he made you cry…forget the times he spoke your name - remember now you’re not the same…forget the times he held your hand…forget the sweet things if you can…forget the times and don’t pretend… remember know he’s just your friend.

Sometimes it hurts more to smile in front of everyone than to cry all alone.

There’s a smile on my face but I don’t know why it's there…I put it on to try and satisfy all the people that don’t even care.

Inside my heart is breaking but my smile stays on.

Moving on is simple. It’s what you leave behind that’s so hard.

I’m not crying because he hurt me, I’m crying because I miss him.

You’d be surprised how often, if you knew, a joke, a song, a memory makes me think of you.

No matter how long I wait for you my wishes and dreams will never come true so the one thing left I can do is hold in my tears and forget about you.

Sometimes I wonder why words can mean nothing, and silence can mean everything.

When you think the world has turned its back on you, look again, you may have turned your back on the world.

Looking back now on better days, I realized that instead of doing all the things I said I would, I did all the things I said I wouldn’t.

I didn’t want to admit it; it was easier to lie, to hide the hurt and emptiness, to smile instead of cry.

You’re the vision of tomorrow, a ghost from yesterday, I’m not trying to let you take my breath away, you’re a summer’s breeze that comes and goes, but somehow lingers on, tell me how am I supposed to forget you, if you’re never really gone.

You gotta hurt in order to know-fall in order to grow-lose in order to gain-because most of life’s lessons-are learned because of pain.

No one looses faith in you; you just loose faith in yourself

I was too busy day dreaming to realize what wasn’t there.

Everything you have accomplished in life can be gone in a second.

One of the hardest things in life is figuring out which bridge to cross and which to burn.

I would rather me be lonely, and you have someone to hold…I’m not as scared of dying as I am of growing old.

Everyday heartaches grow a little stronger; I can’t take this pain much longer.

Tell me…have you ever been in a situation where the best thing you could do was the hardest thing you’ve ever done?

I’m sorry I can’t be perfect.

Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm.

In case you failed to notice, in case you failed to see, this is my heart bleeding before you, this is me down on my knees.

I wish I had the strength to walk away from you, but I can’t because I know you won’t come after me.

If the only place we can be together is in my dreams, I wanna sleep forever.

Just because you’re lonely doesn’t mean you’re not loved.

My wish is not to mean everything to everyone, but to mean something to someone.

And most of all, I’m scared of walking out of this room and never feeling the rest of my whole life the way I feel when I’m with you. – Dirty Dancing

Always have hope for the guy that turns around one last time when he walks away.

No matter what you do to me, I’m still here, for some odd reason, I stick around and put up with all your mood swings and unkind words. I just let your comments roll off me into a puddle on the floor, I make up excuses why you didn’t call…try to think of all the answers. I keep going back for more even though sometimes you push me away, I don’t’ know if I can do better, but do I really want to? You’re quick to push me down when all I want is to be brought up, when I walk out for good, when I really gain the strength I need…then maybe you will see, maybe you can look back and say, ‘wow…that girl really did love me’.

I never regretted telling you I liked you, the only regret I have is never hearing what you really thought of me.

Being friends with someone you rather are in love with is like being invited behind the barn to look at the stars and only looking at the stars.

I don’t think of you as a crush anymore…your more like a bad habit that I can’t shake.

Some people can’t believe in themselves until someone believes in them first.

I sit here crying not because I miss you but because I know I will never have a chance to hurt you like you hurt me.

When you finally realize that you didn’t matter at all to someone you begin to wonder if you matter to anyone.

I’m scared that I’m always going to be just someone’s friend or something like that but never quite somebody’s everything.

There’s a reason why I won’t tell you I like you, it’s because I doubt you feel the same way.

I’m sick of licking you I’m sick of dreaming about the chance with you I’m sick of you so why can’t I just get over you?

Sometimes I wish I could go back to the days when I was six and my biggest problem was what kind of dress to put on my Barbie or whether or not I had enough Lagos to build a fort.

You honestly think that just because you don’t like me in that way it will stop me from liking you? You must not understand girls at all.

I can’t remember when I was so disappointed, except the time I found out that MMs really do melt in your hands.

Don’t judge me base upon how I used to be, I’ve changed, I’m no longer that little girl who’d do anything for you smile.

I hate when people ask if I’m okay…it’s just another reminder that I’m not.

The most beautiful smile is the one that gets through tears.

If you think you want to die, remember all of the things that make you smile…and live for those things

Missing you isn’t the hardest part. Knowing I once had you is what’s breaking my heart.

This time it’s over, I’m keeping my heart. I’m gonna be strong and not fall apart, I’ll get better, I’ll no longer cry. In a couple of weeks I won’t wanna die. I won’t wanna go back, I’ll be able to sleep; it won’t hurt so and won’t feel so deep.

Some people enter our lives, leave quickly and soon are forgotten. Others enter our lives and leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never, ever the same.

When you hate a person, you hate something that is part of yourself. What isn’t in us doesn’t disturb us.

You think that I might back down, I won’t, you think that I might have doubts, I don’t, and I’ve not no insecurities won’t you just let me be.

Sleep is a beautiful thing, it’s the only thing I have of escaping my reality.

Why can’t I wake up in the morning tomorrow and be like I don’t like him anymore and actually mean it…

It doesn’t make me cry knowing I don’t have you now…it makes me cry knowing I lost you…

The brightest future will always be base on a forgotten past, you can’t go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.

I realize I’m in one of those stages where I’m mad at the world, I’m like daring the world to push me off a cliff…just to see if I can fly.

Missing someone feels like the earth crumbles beneath you — you’re falling with nothing to grab and it comes when you don’t expect it and it never stops coming.

I smile when I feel like crying, I act like I’m okay, when I’m falling apart inside and I let it go, I move on, because there’s nothing else I can do…

I’m gonna smile and make you think I’m happy, I’m gonna laugh so you don’t see me cry, I’m gonna let you go in style, and even if It kills me I’m gonna smile.

I’m still holding on, but I don’t know if there is anything left to hold onto.

Yesterday you asked my why I was crying I told you I didn’t know, but it was a lie the truth is you were holding her to keep her warm while I was freezing deep down inside.

Gotta keep going, gotta keep fighting, too much time wasted to look back and cry.

I smile because I have to, not because I want to. I laugh because I’m told to, not because I want to. I frown because I want to cry but try to keep it all inside. I wish I could just let it out but I can’t, that’s not what I’m all about. My feelings never show anymore because I don’t want them to. Every smile is a lie, every laugh is fake, all because I’m crying inside and don’t want my tears to show.

Not all scars show, not all wounds heal; sometimes you can’t always see the pain someone feels.

Sometimes you’re afraid to become a couple because you’re afraid of losing what you already have with that person. But life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don’t be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have or could have had. No one waits forever.

Better laugh about nothing than cry about everything.

Nothing is more painful than realizing he meant everything to you and you meant nothing to him.

The hardest thing in life is letting go of what you thought was real.

He may be the only one who ever cared about me, but he’s also the only one who ever hurt me.

The hardest part about moving forward is not looking back.

Change is hard…you fight to hold on…yet you fight to let go.

Real loss is only possible when you love something more than yourself.

Today I learned teddy bears don’t solve problems, and tears don’t make the pain go away.

I wanna runaway, and never say goodbye, I wanna know the truth, instead of wondering why, I wanna know the answers, no more lies.

Some people are just not meant to be in your life.

I want to crawl into my dream world and stay there, so that the pain yesterday brought won’t carry on to tomorrow.

Life sucks when you think someone cares, but in the end it was all a lie.

Don’t lie to me; just tell me what really happened.

I just wanna be happy…is that too much to ask for?

I’ll cry you all a river, and build you all a bridge and do you all a favor and jump off it.

You can close your eyes to the things you don’t want to see, but you can’t close your heart to things you don’t want to feel.

Tell me how we’re gonna make it last, you’re ready to fly I’m ready to crash.

The only guy a girl can rely on is her daddy…well we know that’s not true either.

You look at me and think she’s so happy, but there’s so much behind this little smile that you will never know.

Let me be angry…please. It’s the only way I can keep you from seeing how much I need you.

Don’t lead me on; don’t leave me confused, any girl would rather be alone than have her heart abused.

Let me ruin your life, let me break your heart, then I’ll ask you why we can’t be friends. Let me rip your world into little pieces, let me destroy who you thought you were, and then I’ll ask if we can be friends.

You know what; you should leave me for her. You should go out with anyone your heart desires, because eventually I know what will happen…see you’re gonna be with all those other girls, but none of those girls are gonna be like me, I’m different then all of them. You’re gonna realize that I’m the one you should be with and you’re gonna come back to me, so sure. Break my heart now, but I’m telling you, you’ll be back; you’ll be back when you realize that you left the one girl who was meant to be with you. But see the thing is, you just better hope the girl is still there after you’re with all these different girls.

Well, growing up stinks: not all kisses are magic, and most boys don’t live up to your expectations…but there are times when even love, romance, relationships…it all fits together perfectly, and its incredible, and it’s those moments, no matter how depressingly few and far between that making growing up worth it.

Faith is believing in things when common sense tells you not to.

I’m afraid to close my eyes because I might think of you. I’m afraid to open them because I might see you. I’m afraid to move my lips because I might speak of you. I’m afraid to listen because I might hear my heart falling for you.

All I’m asking for is one night together. Just you and me, all alone, and if you can honestly say you don’t feel anything for me after that night, I will finally let you go.

Sometimes you don’t realize you care for someone, until they stop caring for you.

Life is full of romance, passion, and surprises but would mean nothing without the tears.

I lied my face off when I said that I would be okay. It’s never fine when you go away…

There aren’t enough hours in the night to dream about things being right.

Are you losing it when a simple song can make you wanna break down and cry?

I’m gonna smile like nothings wrong, talk like everything’s perfect, act like its not happening to me, and hope that everything’s just a dream.

I’m scared to get close to people, whether they’re friends or whatever. It seems that every time I get close to someone they always have to go away. Maybe it’s to teach me how life goes on and how I shouldn’t depend on people so much, or maybe I’m still trying to find the right people to love.

Day by day, nothing seems to change but pretty soon, everything’s different.

I don’t run away from you, I walk away slowly, and you don’t care enough to stop me.

Getting over you was the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do, and I don’t think I could ever to it again.

I know I made a lot of stupid mistakes in my life but the worst one was thinking the one that hurt me the most wouldn’t hurt me again.

Missing you isn’t the hard part, knowing I once had you is what’s breaking my heart…but did I really have you?

It’s like taking me to the top of a mountain and showing me the world and then saying ‘that is what you can’t have’.

I’m wondering does it hurt you to know that every time I see you I feel like crying.

Do you ever sit and think…what if? What if you never said that first hello? What if your paths never crossed? What if you kept your mouth shut and just let things pass, or what if you would have said just one more thing? What if you had 5 more minutes? What if you could turn back time or make it all just stand still? What if you could say I love you one more time or never had said it at all? Where would your life be? Better, worse, less confused, more confused, happier, or sadder?

I’m not smiling because I’m happy…but it’s easier then explaining why I’m sad.

I want to cry, really I do, but I guess I just don’t want to give you the satisfaction of knowing that you hurt me…once again.

Forgive those who hurt you, but remember how bad they hurt you when they want a second chance.

Sometimes you wonder who would care if they lost you.

DAMN you You won’t let me be mad at you, you have to go and be all sweet when I want to hate you for breaking my heart… don’t you realize that you are hurting me even more?

Is it the possibility of losing him that suddenly makes you want him back?

Afraid the truth will hurt me? Well your lies hurt me more.

One of the hardest things to do is to forgive someone, especially when they have not apologized.

I’m not okay; I’m anything but okay right now.

Am I mad? That’s your main concern after shattering my whole world? Mad for what? For breaking my heart? All the lies? Maybe for letting me put all my trust in you only to be betrayed? How about the fact that you didn’t have the decency to tell me to my face? Or the way you think it’s crazy that I’m crying over it, because you think its no big deal? Am I mad? No, more like crushed.

I’m trying really hard not to cry over you because every tear is just one more reminder I don’t know how to let you go.

A good-bye is only painful if you know you will never say hello again.

I’m holding on to something that used to be there, hoping it will come back, but knowing it won’t.

You may feel like one person in the world, but you may be the world to one.

Even if we all don’t end up together it will all be okay because we will have years of memories to look back on.

Eyes are windows to your heart; tears are proof that you have one.

The average girl would rather have beauty then brains because she knows the average guy can see better than he can think.

It seems like yesterday we were talking bout wearing bras; now all we’re talking bout is taking them off.

I could forget you but I would never forgive myself if I did.

The tears shed over heartbreaks are words left unsaid and deeds left undone.

Sometimes…when you cry…no one sees your tears.

Sometimes…when you’re in pain…no one sees you’re hurt.

Physical pain never really hurts…it’s the emotional pain that kills.

Though I’ve given you my heart and soul, I must find a way of letting go.

Constantly crying, never holding back a single tear, you look at me like I’m crazy, but you don’t feel the pain I feel.

I just want you to know that I don’t regret a single moment I ever spend with you.

Just because I’m smiling doesn’t mean I’m happy.

You’re not sad and unhappy…you’re alive and it hurts

You know they don’t care when they don’t even bother to ask why you’re crying.

There's so much behind my smile.

Pain in the eyes and fear behind the smile

Sometimes I just get so fed up I just want to walk away from you... but what hurts most is knowing that you won't be following after me.

Time does not really heal all wounds in your heart. It only makes your heart a little more numb so that the next time it gets wounded it doesn’t hurt as much as the first

What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who makes you cry?

You're the reason I live, you're the reason I'd die. You're the reason I smile, yet break down and cry. You're the reason I keep going and the reason I fall. But without you in my life I'm nothing at all

Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams and give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?

I tried so hard and got so far but in the end it doesn't even matter I had to fall to lose it all but in the end it doesn’t even matter...

Never give up on someone you really care for because you never know how much that person might care for you one day

The hardest thing in life, is letting go of what you thought was real.

Good-bye is the absolute hardest thing to say, because you have to walk away with just memories, and memories, they fade

When I was little I wanted to be a princess Now that I'm older All I wanna be is yours...

I didn't ask for it to be over, but then again, I never asked for it to begin. For that is the way it is with life, as some of the most beautiful days come completely by chance. But even the most beautiful days eventually have their sunsets. Everything changes eventually, that's just the way life is and you have no control over it... like, suddenly, people who you think are always going to be there... They disappear... You know, people die and they move away... and they grow up.

I wanted a perfect ending. Now I've learned, the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's to happen next. Hate is easy, love takes courage.

Don't leave me now, it's too hard, to stand without you....

Sometimes I look at you…and you seem to be looking back at me…but sometimes you look away…like your afraid of what might happen if we stare at each other a second longer.

I want to tell you what I'm feeling, but I don't know where to start, I want to tell you everything but I'm afraid you'll break my heart again.

Deep in my heart, I’m hiding things I’m longing to say, Scared to confess what I’m feeling, Afraid you’ll slip away.

Just because your leaving doesn’t mean I’m letting you go. –The O.C.

There's something else I'm finally thinking of. Someone else's smile is taking over my heart. I'm trying so hard not to let you know that I still am trying to let go. I'll be damned if I let you know....that I still find it hard to sleep at night. Someone else is making me smile but that doesn't mean I haven't stopped crying over you

It’s sad when someone you know becomes someone you once knew…

You've made my mind up for me when you started to ignore me you won't see a single tear it isn't going to happen here

And I wanna believe you, when you tell me that it'll be okay, yeah I try to believe you, but I don't

You left a stain on every one of my good days, but I'm stronger than you know, I have to let you go

Are you aware of what you make me feel; right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real.

Could you look me in the eye and tell me that your happy now could you tell it to my face or have I been erased are you happy now.

Sometimes all you can do is smile and go on with your day....hold your tears back and pretend everything’s ok.

Excuse me; i guess I’ve mistaken you for somebody else, somebody that gave a damn.

There will always be that one special boy, that no matter what he does to you, or how bad he hurts you…. You can NEVER let him go.

Where will you go? Will you miss me when you get there?

You left behind a broken heart and some memories too but I never wanted memories I only wanted you.

He looked me deeply in my eyes he lied and said I will never leave you and when I thought it was too good to be true he blew me off and found some one new.

Someday you will be Sorry, someday when you're free, memories will remind you, and that we were meant to be.

Kisses are like tears, only the real ones you can’t hold back.

I’m tired of trying I’m tired of crying I know I’ve been smiling but inside I’m dying.

I miss you when something good happens to me, because you are the one I want to share it with first. I miss you when something bad happens, because you make everything better. I miss you when I cry, because you kiss my tears away. I miss you when I’m laughing, because you make my laughter grow. I miss you through all those times, but I miss you most when I’m lying in bed at night thinking about you, because before I always knew someway, somehow, you were thinking of me too, and that is why it is then that I miss you most, because I’m not so sure your thinking about me anymore.

Those times we are temporarily holding each other close are the times I would like to permanently stay.

Even if we never talk again after tonight, please know that I am forever changed because of who you are and what you meant to me.

The hardest part about moving on is learning not to look back.

I know I should just get over him, but I can’t seem to. Maybe that’s because you can never get over something that was never really yours.

Don’t ever regret the things you said or did because at one point the things you said or did was what you wanted.

I’m gonna close my eyes and maybe it will all go away…

If you could only see how much you mean to me.

If you’re going to go to my funeral and cry for me after I die, have enough guts to pay attention to me while I’m still alive.

Sometimes even to live is an act of courage.

Everyone falls, but I’m left standing everyone hurts, but I am left caring.

Sticks and stone are hard on bones…aimed with angry art. Words can sting like anything. But silence breaks the heart.

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