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I want to chose life.
I want to decide finally, for myself,
That life is too precious and it's not a waste on someone like me.

I want to be free to live life
From that ugly shadow that was me.
Knowing now my shoes are so much heavier on the right way.

I want to be free to love life
Not feel so guilty over it.
Let the sparks reignite instead of fearing the burns of yonder.

I want to learn life again
Those days with no shame to grow.
Unable to restrict the boundlessness inside.

I want to chose not crying for my life
Feeling that I can't forgive myself.
A chain tied around my ankle, restricting everything.

I want to breath life
Feel where the eagles fly.
Not choking on the ashes of those one night stands.

I want to be loved like life is ending
Held tight with those final breaths.
The world ended and we're the middle of it all.

I want to chose life.
I want to live life.
I want to finally be free...