So yeah, I've been feeling very lonely lately. I keep randomly crying cause I miss my best friend. He went off into the Air Force. He's in BASIC right now. I miss him sooo much. His skype keeps saying he signs on and stuff. I messaged him even though I knew I wasn't going to get a response. sad It's awful.

In addition, my boyfriend visited and now he is back home in Florida. sad I miss him being around. I hate going to bed alone. And today has just sucked. I didn't have any plans all day so basically I've sat around doing nothing. I'm in a terrible mood. I think something is wrong with me. I need to start making counseling appointments again. The stress of school is taking too much out of me.

I think I'm gonna head to bed early tonight. I'm not up for anything...