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My eyes hurts and they are in pain

It's because i'm sleepless again

I'm looking at the empty spot at my bed

Then i'm looking at the night sky dark and red

Where are you, why aren't you here?

Why can't i feel that you are near?

I can't stop thinking about you

I'm going insane what shall i do?

I sigh and shake my head

Pretending you lay next to me in my bed

I close my eyes and thinks of you as my only one

But when i open my eyes you are gone

I can't get my mind totally clear

Not when you aren't here

I close my eyes again

Trying to relax my brain

Now i'm dreaming of you being close

But you aren't here i supose

I don't feel safe if you aren't close to me

I'm scared and i don't want to be

Nothing in this big world so wide

Can make me as happy as when I see you by my side

It’s getting darker and the time is running away

But I’m stuck here where I lay

Can’t get any sleep when you’re like a ghost in my head

Hunting me everytime I go to bed

I watch the sky and I see the moon

It’s time for me to get up soon

I haven’t slept at the whole night

Now I have a new day I has to fight

I love you but I can’t handle that you are so far away

I need you here, I have to say

I need you next to me every night

Without you, it’s like an no ending fight