Malak al- haq
I totally get it now. Nothing but lies. Nothing but a bs story. Not worth time. Time dosnt matter because no one matters. Not even you. im leaving you alone now forever...no byes just this message.....Hope your happy with what you have done o and one more thing it really dosnt matter but here it is(Picture removed)
i changed my hair (style and color) i dont care if u like it or not cuz i really dont care what u think anymore. one last thing dont ask why im saying all this cuz u already know why
i changed my hair (style and color) i dont care if u like it or not cuz i really dont care what u think anymore. one last thing dont ask why im saying all this cuz u already know why
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I'm sorry.
I shouldn't have said what I said.
I will take you off like you requested.
I'm just sorry...
I shouldn't have said what I said.
I will take you off like you requested.
I'm just sorry...
...thats not it u dont understand its nothing u said twords me..what u said twards me i like 3nodding
"So you're on. Leave me alone."
ya im on...hoping i could fix what i said
"Damage is done. Read my profile. First I was sad. Now I'm excepting what I always known."
I dont know you anymore...i wasnt ready for this
"That makes two of us."
i want to know u like i did before i want.....i want you again
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I never meant to hurt you
the way I know I have.
Your love means more to me
than anything and I'll do whatever it takes
to prove that to you.
Since the day I met you and
your love touched my heart
I knew that my life would never be the same.
Please forgive me for the pain I've caused.
I'll make it up to you every chance I get.
You have my heart and my love forever.
If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.
Take me back to the place where I
Loved that girl for all time
Why must life just take away
Every good thing one at a time
I want it back
Well yes I want it back
Yes I want you back
Please give it me back
'Cause I want your love
How can I not even cry?
For such a big thing in my life
The pain it takes the part of me
Turn around and say goodbye
I want it back
Well yes I want it back
Yes I want you back
Please give it me back
'Cause I want you
How did you do it females?
It's always you do it angels
You always keep me on the run
So how did you do it angels?
Always you do it females
You always keep me on the run
I want it back
Well yes I want it back
Yes I want you back
Please give it me back
'Cause I want your love
You, traffic on the line
Strangers all around
Nothing here but time
I don't see a sound
Floating high above
Every little town
People who can love
Please don't leave me now
I am nothing
Please don't leave me out
I am nothing
You, coursing through my veins
Pulsing every pound
Panic on parade
Cutting through the crowd
Music fills my brain
I know I let you down
Take me back again
Please don't leave me now
I am nothing
Please don't leave me out
I am nothing
You, footsteps on the floor
Do they make a sound
Open up the door
Please don't leave me now
the way I know I have.
Your love means more to me
than anything and I'll do whatever it takes
to prove that to you.
Since the day I met you and
your love touched my heart
I knew that my life would never be the same.
Please forgive me for the pain I've caused.
I'll make it up to you every chance I get.
You have my heart and my love forever.
If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.
Take me back to the place where I
Loved that girl for all time
Why must life just take away
Every good thing one at a time
I want it back
Well yes I want it back
Yes I want you back
Please give it me back
'Cause I want your love
How can I not even cry?
For such a big thing in my life
The pain it takes the part of me
Turn around and say goodbye
I want it back
Well yes I want it back
Yes I want you back
Please give it me back
'Cause I want you
How did you do it females?
It's always you do it angels
You always keep me on the run
So how did you do it angels?
Always you do it females
You always keep me on the run
I want it back
Well yes I want it back
Yes I want you back
Please give it me back
'Cause I want your love
You, traffic on the line
Strangers all around
Nothing here but time
I don't see a sound
Floating high above
Every little town
People who can love
Please don't leave me now
I am nothing
Please don't leave me out
I am nothing
You, coursing through my veins
Pulsing every pound
Panic on parade
Cutting through the crowd
Music fills my brain
I know I let you down
Take me back again
Please don't leave me now
I am nothing
Please don't leave me out
I am nothing
You, footsteps on the floor
Do they make a sound
Open up the door
Please don't leave me now
Malak al- haq
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Merry Christmas!
Special call out for...
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Zephy
and Grey!
Merry Christmas to you too hun...i miss you
"I miss you too. All I really have to do to finish High School is a year of P.E. I would love to meet you someday. Merry Christmas."
^^ id love to meet you too...so what did tha fat man bring ya?
"Nothing... I only got gifts from people I know in some school clubs I'm in. Couple black pants and shirts. I also got some manga."
"How so?" question
question "So what is it?"
"I still don't know what I want. Can you give me a hint?"
Nah you'll see some day ^^
"Ok!' 3nodding
^^ so how have you been?
"I'm just fine... And you?"
"What happen to you???"
"Oh... How did you take your shoulder out of socket in the first place?"
"Why did you ran away?"
"Who did you wanted to see? Sorry if I keep asking..."
"You know where I live?"
I figured id ask you if you wanted to see me then id come if you wanted but i wrecked and got sent back home
"If we meet. I wouldn't want to meet here. I would love to meet in a more peaceful spot. Just to say I didn't went home for Christmas. I requested to stay at school."
i hate home too i cant blame you ^^ and i know the perfect spot ^^
"Do your best to remember it. Tell me where it is one day."
^^ i can never forget it . just ask and ill tell
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Undine Heart I LOVE YOU baby i love you more than anything please baby you got to understand how you hurt me and what i did to make the pain go away please understand. I love you with all my soul you have my heart my soul my very being please dont make this any harder than it already is on me hun please im on my knees right now please im begging you. You know i love you and i know you love me. Im sorry please hun.
You feel like s**t i know cuz i felt the same way when you did this to me with your bf.im sorry
O and i sent this to my friends list hun to show i dont care who knows about us.
I love you
You feel like s**t i know cuz i felt the same way when you did this to me with your bf.im sorry
O and i sent this to my friends list hun to show i dont care who knows about us.
I love you
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I'm so scared
I'm scared that I've lost you
I'm scared that I wont even know when you've left
I'm scared I'd never be able to be with you ever again
I'm scared I'll hate life and God for the rest of my life
I'm scared you'll never be able to know how much I loved you
I'm scared that you'll never know just what I'd do for you
I dont know what I'll do without you
I love you so much
I can't live a life without you
Fore there is no life without you
Your my everything
Oh my love I need you
Why did God have to take his angel from me?
Isn't Heaven perfect enough without you?
I'm just so scared
I can't lose you
I'm not strong enough
I'm sorry I can't give you everything
I have nothing to offer but endless love and compassion
Please love I need you
My body is being eaten away by pain
It's getting harder and harder just to get up
Everyday I pray I'll hear from you
All I want to do is see Act1 in the chat
Just to know you alive
That would be one of the greatest gifts ever
I love you so much
I just need you
Complete me once again my love
Never leave me again
I promiss I'll never do you wrong
Just dont leave
Your to good for that
You were suppose to do so much
Don't let the world miss out on you
Prove it to everyone love conqures all
I'm scared that I've lost you
I'm scared that I wont even know when you've left
I'm scared I'd never be able to be with you ever again
I'm scared I'll hate life and God for the rest of my life
I'm scared you'll never be able to know how much I loved you
I'm scared that you'll never know just what I'd do for you
I dont know what I'll do without you
I love you so much
I can't live a life without you
Fore there is no life without you
Your my everything
Oh my love I need you
Why did God have to take his angel from me?
Isn't Heaven perfect enough without you?
I'm just so scared
I can't lose you
I'm not strong enough
I'm sorry I can't give you everything
I have nothing to offer but endless love and compassion
Please love I need you
My body is being eaten away by pain
It's getting harder and harder just to get up
Everyday I pray I'll hear from you
All I want to do is see Act1 in the chat
Just to know you alive
That would be one of the greatest gifts ever
I love you so much
I just need you
Complete me once again my love
Never leave me again
I promiss I'll never do you wrong
Just dont leave
Your to good for that
You were suppose to do so much
Don't let the world miss out on you
Prove it to everyone love conqures all
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You'll never prolly ever speak to me again but........When you said you hated me...it felt like my heart being riped out and ran through a grinder...i didnt want to be alive when you said that......i dont want to be alive now....sense ive lost you...again
"I'm sorry... I need time to think..."
What about? You've torn my heart to peices and you've turned my life to s**t for the second time.....i gave you everything i could offer and you spit it in my face...........i loved you...and all you can say is i need time to think...... cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry
"I spat in your face? Really? If I did that then you hit me across the face then!"
Id never hit you and thats not what i ment...i ment no matter what i do for you or what ive done for you...its like you dont care anymore...at the drop of a hat you leave me
"And every time I tell you the truth you play around say that you're going."
Cuz id rather leave then get into a fight with you...kinda like right now...i want to leave but i cant...i love you to much to leave
"But the fight was started because of you..."
I know and im sorry...id cut my own heart out and give it to you to prove i was sorry....lilith im just scared and i didnt know how to handle what you told me i mean im happy of course but its scared me alot
"I'm not leaving... I just needed to cool off."
....lily i love you...and i dont know if you really know how much i do. I dont know how to show you im sorry but i am im horribly sorry....theres nothing much more i can say cept that I love you and i always will
"Alright... Found a video how much I can't let go for my profile."
Cant let go of what?
"You'll see."
....me......i love you
"Love you too..."
Please forgive me...please...i feel like crap now...i promise you ill never do that agian...i just cant handle losing you
"I can't handle when you do things like that. Please don't do that again."
"I'm sorry you have to see that..... I mainly snap like that on my birthday..."
"No it wouldn't happen if I told you Monday..."
but im glad that you told me sooner...its ok dont worry about it ^^ i love you *kisses* o and i hope to see you tonight
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"Are you ok? Or did your brother put that on?"
My brother cuz his gf cought him cheating or somthing..ive been stressed but not to that point..anyways i love you hope too talk to you soon
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Im sorry if i havnt been on i got grounded i failed math again....i hate math omg...but anyways im sooooooooo sorry i love you im not suppost to be on now but i had too tell you so you wouldnt worry I love you heart heart
"Alright. I've wonder why I didn't see you. I'll be in the hospital at Thursday. Wish me luck ok?" wink
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"I just woke up. Feels wierd knowing it's not yours. I think it's beating slower then my old one."
^^ well thats good isnt it?
"I believe that's the point of it. I'm still resting since I still feel a little off balance."
Well i hope you feel better
"I will. Are you feeling better?"
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"I would love to talk to you too. Really tired right now though. Soo I might only talk for a while."
Ok well tell me a time to meet you and i will ^^ love you sweetie
"Ok. I would like to talk to you in Guild Wars every Monday and Wednsesday. Do you play any other online games lately?"
hmmmm besides WoW no. Any specific time on Mondays and Wednesdays?
"Hmm... How about 8:00pm or 10:00pm?"
^^ sounds great
"So at my time I have to get on at 6:00 or 8:00pm. Love to talk to you soon!" heart
^^ yep yep
"So until then. Any problems lately?"
No just miss you. Are you doing ok?
"Just the usual. Emotion break downs and such. Mainly every thing is fine."
well i hope i see you tonight...
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"All of this is troubling me... I wish we could have talked more..." cry
