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Here I am writing at school. Why? Simple. I need to vent before I cry my eyes out here in the school library. Today was just horrible for me and it's not even the end of school yet. My parents argued again this morning before i left to school(nothing new i'm already used to it although it is somewhat annoying...). Stupid teachers everywhere keep telling me to take of my Kawaii Neko hat(which pisses me off because they never told me anything before!)

Padilla(my science teacher) was being a total a** today! And most of all, what really took the cake today, was the BOOK REPORT! hip hip hooray(sarcasm)...I didn't turn it in today and now my grade is suffering even more. I hate myself so much! I really WANT to do these things because I know I can do them easily and fast(and i have all the time in the world!), but I have no flippen idea why I don't do them! It's really pissing me off!

And just now while I was writing my friend came up to me and asked me what I got on my book report! I feel even worse now actually saying "I didn't do it." He just really put the cherry on top of the whole flippen day just now! And it's not even over yet! stressed crying I want to die so bad right now

I just want to crawl into a whole and decay in the deep underground earth! I don't deserve anything better right now! god please just shoot me now before my mom does.....

-Mori...