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The Inner Workings Of One's Mind
Um...the things I do or the people that piss me off. My journal is mostly for ranting.
Starting Again
*sigh* I'm ashamed of myself....I started cutting myself once more.... I'm not even sure why though, that's why it bugs me. To top it off it's even worse than before. My whole arm is the victim this time not just a little section crying . I'm so strange, even for myself. Even I don't know what goes through my mind sometimes... my mom still doesn't understand that she's the reason that me and my sister are going to therapy. If I told her that though she might not take it too well....As much as I hate her I don't need her going crazy because I'm not out of highschool yet...
Anyway whoever's reading this! Learn from my mistakes! Don't cut yourself! There's no point in it! Even though I do it and have no idea why....JUST DON"T DO IT! crying



I can swipe from Nicolae even when he's looking...




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commentCommented on: Tue Jul 10, 2007 @ 02:25am
don't cut your self i say don't give up, that everyone said to me everything i read don't think life is bad thing forget the bad thing remember the good thing, death is not needed everything you should choose to live or not i say you should live i see something good thing happen your future i'm not fourton teller but i can tell you if you don't give up some one will come for you and be with your life all the time so don't give up believed no matter what, and forget about thouse people who making fun of you in bad way forget them thouse are just words, they are not like people can't even touch you forget about them, live that the day you remembered the good thing, don't chain your self to death, walk free with life and seek what is your destiny is, the world is not domated to the red blood of our own i don't care about races we both bleed it doesn't make sences anything, i believed that we can change the world not be racest people i rathered make it into love even i put my life on the line, but i will not forces some one to do it, i'm not going to make some one be commuistum or be terrioerst and i make thouse dumb head people, no i'm not like that, i'm just regular person well........a good person a truly good person every thing is not fill with hate, i see things in sad way, i'm not happy about i wanted people be happy not sad and i seourily wanted you be happy

P.S i don't care about my life i live no matter what in which way people who are diffent races should have the freedom of rights to do the thing they should do


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