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Well, my Mom and my brother wanted my help today and I was out there helping them. But they kept yelling at me for the little mistakes I made. Then I got mad and they told me to go get some toothpicks and I got the box and I threw it out the door. My mom threw a fit like I was completely crazy and I had to pick them all up. I did so and I went to my room to get away from the two. My mom came wanted me to open the door, I didn't so she unlocked it and began to take my consoles. I screamed at her to leave me alone and I forceably removed her from the room. She came back an half-hour later and told me to open the door or she'll call my dad to come up (He's the worst father, he's always yelled at me.) about this time I was on the verge of insanity so I screamed that I'd kill him, her, and myself. She broke the door open and I had my Katana in my hands (just to keep her out, I really wanted to be alone). She called the cops and then they came and I had to go to the hospital to be "checked out" since by law when someone says that they have to be checked out. So I went through this bullshit process and here I am.

Everyone is like, you have to calm down and communicate better. ******** them, I've been yelled out for the past 14 years of my life no s**t I'm going to be a little crazy in the head when people start yelling at me. The emotional scars my family has left on me my entire life will never heal, and they wonder why i hate them so much.