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My life
My life
my life
Okay so this is about who i am and my life.
My name is zachary dale johnson, zach for short
im 13 turning 14 august 24th
i cant spell very well...lol deal with it
anyways....on to my life
okay everything was peachy untill about 11 divorce.....
some no what im talking about some dont
so my perants after 20 years of marrige split..
mom(lisa johnson madeden runyan) moves out i go with her....
Dad(monte johnson) gets up set...hates life starts drinking
mom gets remarried..to a good guy(at the time) named mark clephane
he's bin married 5 times i ahev my worries...but hey he seems okay
so me and my sister and my mom move in with him and his 3 kids
everythings great untill....5 months in to the marrige....
mom gets cancer....lung cancer......
she was amazing person i still dont understand why it had to be her...
first month she says what every person says were gonna kick it in the a**....
well....it moved to her kidneys.......
then to her brain.....
they dont tell us they say
its shrinking
so they go to soulth caralina to "celabrate" actaully to make us good bye videos...
3 miles from soulth caralina she has a seizure....
it takes away her speech and her entier right side movment....
know we can no longer give her treatment...
so shes stuck in bed.....
if i as much as much as touch her arm she has a seizure....
so she lays there with a morphine pump connect and on all the time
so...things get worst she no longer knows who i am....
id go in the room and say hey mom....
and she'd look at me confussed.....
she got some speech back...
she would oweas lay there and say how much she missed me and my sister...
when we were in the room talking to her...
finally after 8 months of suffering she passed away
....so i move in with my dad...have to...
me and him dont quite get along at this point...
so im expecting to get osme of my moms stuff right?
mark my ******** step dad decieds that we dont deserve such precios things
so at this point being 13 i have nothing of my moms
other then a picture she drew...
so this is my life....
some say its teribble id say its bad....
who knows.....
u judge it...

Zach johnson june 5th 07 6:54pm





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  • User Comments: [7]
    litelvr5
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    Wed Jun 06, 2007 @ 04:25am


    hey zach.... im so sry.... but (and i kno i say dis like 24/7 so it must be annoying) but if u need to tlk im rite here.. now i kno bout ur past.. so if u say sumtin, i shld kno...


    litelvr5
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    Fri Jun 08, 2007 @ 03:42am


    nice pick by the way.... i luv ur poem.. i tried writin some bout me, it dint wrk so well, and how many times do i hav to tell u dat u dont hav to thank me! gosh! but thanks for da shout out...


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    aww Star
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    Thu Jul 26, 2007 @ 03:00pm


    awww i'm sorry....i have my family problems, but i dont know if they're actually as bad as that, but still if you want ot or need to talk i'll listen


    ThexBrokenxLove
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    Fri Aug 03, 2007 @ 02:29am


    i'm sorry =[


    Lovelit
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    Wed Aug 08, 2007 @ 07:41am


    I read ur story and it made me weep. cry It broke my heart.I'm just so sad that i cant think of anything to say. cry cry cry cry cry cry crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying


    Lovelit
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    Wed Aug 08, 2007 @ 07:43am


    i noe sam probably gave you advice and she's a great friend i see her almost everyday and she can help me get through almost anything. i hope things get better for you.


    -z_dream_cathcer_z-
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    Fri Sep 28, 2007 @ 11:23pm


    Y'know, coming back to this after so long, and I'm still tearing up. It's hard for me, too. Because you know that I consider you as a brother. And to see my brother writing about how hard his life has been, and seeing me saying all that stuff, I break down. Even if it's not my fault. Because all my friends need my help, and I hate to wonder what their lives would be like if I wasn't there. And you say that if it weren't for me, you'd be dead, and that's something that will make me feel like I've done something for the world. Think how people's lives, especially mine, would be like if you weren't here.


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