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Hello all if ur reading this well then u oviosly eather
A. a friend
B. someone looking to be entertained
C. some 40 year old man looking for a victom
anyways
...today has bin okay i guess
dads yelled and hit....
sisters got pissed
dad took all my money
i was saving to get out of this hell hole
but hey lifes a b***h right?
im looking for an excape
but is there one....
today i wrote a poem all share it with you


Tittle: I woke up today......

i woke up today
thinking i was okay
glace down to notice my sleeve
covered in blood
and now covered in tears
once again
i took back my promise
im never going to be okay
never find comfort in anything else
i had no guilt until you
you're my only reason for staying in this hell
kill me, just kill me!
i need to get out
i have no more room to tell the story
i have put upon my wrist
im sorry

......comment it its how life is
urs may be diffrent
or the same....
who the hell knows?
who the hell cares?
i care for friends.....
otherwise u mean nothing to me...
i have some amazing friends on here
i've never met them...
but there amazing to me...
theres this one....
who saved my life i thank her....
how do u repay someone
that saves ur life?
i dont have a clue.....
on the positive side.....
my aunt is takeing me for a week.....
she lives in florida....
if i can get on i will...if not im srry.....
for thous who know me and care for me
any promises i've made all keep them
even if its hard....

well this is my log all add my poems regulary....
untill next time

Zach johnson june 6th 1:31pm