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Me Vs. World
I don't know what I did in my life to deserve how I'm treated in life but it really pisses me off. It's like me versus the world. Maybe there was a memo that went around where your supposed to act like a completely opposite of yourself after age 14 or so. I just act like myself and it's like some puts a giant target on me so everyone knows who to bother. I have fricking people younger than me always bothering me, what the hell is going on here? Most of these people are really nice to other people but are like the most rottonist they've ever been to me.
The other day I was in my photography class and this girl was saying that everyone should read the first sentence of her essay because it was a good start. I turn around from my computer chair and ask what she wrote and she said, "None of your business" in the most venomous tone I've ever heard. And she's the nicest one (supposedly) in that class. I think a lot of people need to be hit in the head with a hammer repeatedly. The worst of all of this is when I express my anger though words and say things all the adults freak out and suddenly I'm the one at fault, I'm the one thats going to go insane and kill people. Complete and utter bullshit.

Proof America is ******** Up
So get this. I heard this little story when i got home from school. My mom and step dad are getting some stupid pond waterfall thing put in. I think it's stupid, we live in a desert where water is supposed to be sparse. But anyways. The people delivering some stones for a walk way overloaded their truck. The truck can support 4000 pounds, they put on 7000 pounds of stone. So they broke down not far from my house. They had to call the cops and a tow truck since it was in the middle of the street. The tow truck wouldn't tow them since it was overloaded, but they talked the guy into pulling it up to here at least. Now get this - the driver had no license, regestration, insurance, or a green card. He was a illegal immagrant from Mexico. Oh, thats not all. He got off scot free because the cop didn't want to do the paper work...

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Can you ******** believe that? Oh I have a lot more pride in cops and America in general now.[/sarcasim] And people wonder why I don't stand for the pledge of alligence anymore. I owe this country no pledges! This whole country is completely ********! I swear, I love to dream of me being all magical or gun trained that I start shooting government officials and actually helping out people in America. Don't tell anybody I said that, the last thing I need is more ******** heads chasing after me saying I'm disturbed.
I like to laugh at "hardcore" Americans that would do anything for this country. What a waste of energy.