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I'd say I'm fine
But I won't lie.
I watch you go
But you don't know,
I cry.
I act all happy
But why?
To make you smile
But all the while
I'm sad.
I ignore your attempts
To talk to me.
I get angry at you,
But if only you knew,
Why.

All the while,
I'm in denial,
Racing too and fro,
Before you go,
And leave me here,
In constant fear,
Of breaking down,
To the cold, hard ground.
I pretend I'm okay
Each and every day.
You think it's true
But I wish you knew
It's just a beautiful lie.

((once again, not the meaning you might think. ))