I don't really care what you could say,
I've had it with life so lost in hell,
I just need someone to show the way,
This Darkness surrounds the past I keep,
And stays the visions haunting me,
Never resting, never to sleep,
They come, these dreams, these memories,
I try sometimes to forget the scars,
That show themselves below the skin,
The ones that torment this lonely heart,
And break apart the soul within,
But every bend and corner holds,
Paths unveiling those repressed,
Memories of a pain untold,
Sorrows never known to rest,
Each time I watch, drowned in tears,
Screaming out "YOU GOTTA RUN!!"
Delving deeper into my fears,
This nightmare has only just begun,
"GET UP!! C'MON!! HE'S ALMOST HERE!!"
"GET UP AND RUN!!WHILE THERES STILL TIME!!"
Knowing that he couldn't hear,
That boy inside this past of mine,
"F**K!! PLEASE!! Just make it stop!!"
Wishing somehow I would forget,
On my knees holding the clock,
Shattered and fallen into regret.........
"Why couldn't I run?"
*this is how you know I wrote it*
