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It's not what it looks like, I swear.
And that just what you know
Should I stop telling her that I love her?
I know I'm supposed to stop anyhow, but still... >>

I know she loves him a lot, and I'm slowly fading into the background now, but it feels really good to tell her that I do. I suppose the quicker I stop, the sooner she can stop feeling it for me. Sometimes I feel she does still love me just because I say it to her, so it's better to try to remove the binds. Yes, I'm her best friend. Yes, I love her with all my heart. But, maybe it's all on the surface for her now, and she can let go the strings once she's no longer reminded that they're there.

I've been happy alone before anyhow - it was like that all the way up to 10th grade from way back when I was a baby - so I suppose it won't be so bad once I get back into the little rut I made for my life when I was a toddler :]






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Neuneu
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commentCommented on: Wed Aug 01, 2007 @ 03:31pm
On the first note:

Our eggs hatched! O: ^5!

Second note:

I would probably still feel the same even if you didn't say that. And I dont feel obligtated to be with you. I like being around you and talking to you. :/

Also don't be a toddler. You are 20. ._.


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