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why me?
why now?
why do i feel so much pain?
i look at her profile and see nothing but him and her.
i look at his profile and see him flirting with her.
and i see them flirting with each other in their pm's.
and her not even trying to stop it.
i love her, he loves her.
i'm her boyfriend, he's her ex.
i love her.
he still loves her.
i thought i gave up on love, the pain was too much.
i swore that i would never fall in love again.
then she showed up, and i started to change.
i was more friendlier, happier, and i started to fall in love with her.
now i see her flirting with her ex.
like i don't even exist.
it hurts. my heart feels like it wants to explode.
i don't want to feel this pain anymore.
PLEASE!!! DEAR GOD!! MAKE IT STOP!!!STOP THE PAIN!!!IT HURTS SO MUCH!!!
crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying please. i've been though this once before and barely made it out. i dont want to go through the pain of heartbreak again. please just end it. END IT ALL!!!!!!!

Malacara
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Commented on: Wed Sep 12, 2007 @ 03:13pm


	SHUT UP!!!!! stupid ranting

Commented on: Wed Sep 12, 2007 @ 08:19pm


	nick i'm sorry

Barnett772005
Community Member

Commented on: Thu Sep 13, 2007 @ 09:51pm


	well the good news is you don't have to worry about any of this anymore wink

Commented on: Sun Sep 23, 2007 @ 03:11am


	aww nick i know what you mean! theres this guy i like but he likes my ex-Best Friend! I am sooo sad

starburst4evur
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littleGendo
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Commented on: Mon Oct 01, 2007 @ 08:59pm


	yes

Commented on: Fri Oct 19, 2007 @ 09:24pm


	it may not show but i am crying on the inside

Commented on: Thu Oct 25, 2007 @ 11:52pm


	huh

Commented on: Fri Oct 26, 2007 @ 07:13pm


	no

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