My grandfather died... Well, not actually a grandfather, but a granduncle, husband of my grandaunt who was my grandmother's sister when she was alive, but they are the ones who took care of my mother when she became an orfan, so he is my grandfather anyways. No, I'm not sad... I don't like him dying, feels like something is empty, but I'm not sad... Probably because he died because of a cancer that was eating him alive... People say LungCancer kills in six months, he survived a year. I guess that's good enough of suffering...
Some time latter I found out the brother of a friend died in a car accident. I have no idea how she must be feeling, since all the losses I had and was old enough to understand I saw both my faithful dog and my caring grandfather suffering before departing... When I saw her she seemed to be feeling better (unfortunatelly I only heard nabout what happened more than a week after it happened and was only able to talk to her two weeks latter), but who knows...
... Oh, and internet at my home went dead, and gaia is dead (actually blocked for no good reason) in my college's network... go figure... The point is, I can't come to Gaia as I used to nowadays...
Yorae Rasante · Mon Oct 08, 2007 @ 08:18pm · 0 Comments |