Is how people can turn things to be your fault.
When in all actuality, you did NOTHING wrong...
Because it really ******** amazes me how someone you thought that you knew so well does something really ******** up.
Then you say something to them, or make a jesture... and they turn everything on you.
It's like... "my mom died today"
"aww... i'm sorry. i never really met her =["
"IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT. YOU KILLED HER"
That's exactly what seems like is going on here.
And that takes talent to be able to do that so ******** well and to make people feel as worthless as you do.
You're losing friends and don't even know it.
And another thing.
I've realized that lately, everything I say and do is being put under a microscope, so to speak.
Because I try to please everyone and make everyone happy, and it never works.
People always take it the wrong ******** way.
I'm honestly afraid to say certain things to certain people and noone should have to feel that way.
Because I am afraid they'll ******** flip out.
It's so weird.
I won't even be able to look at half of the world the same way.
Everyone just seems to be changing for the worst lately, and it's really sad.
It's sad how you think you know someone and think that they would never do such horrible, backstabbing, bitchy things... and then s**t happens.
At least I'm learning who my true friends are.
And who the fakes are.
Because that's all some of you are, fakes.
You pretend to be my friend, you pretend that you know me.
Well guess what
NEWSFLASH !
You're not my friend, you do not ******** know me.
And because of the fact that you don't know me, you have no ******** right to judge me, at all.
I can say, do, act however, whatever, and whenever I want and you can't tell me otherwise.
I am just really sick of being taken for grantite and being taken advantage of and being used.
I'm sick and tired of it.
I try to do all of these nice things for people and this is what I get in return?
Wtf ever happened to karma?
Aren't good things supposed to be rewarded and bad things not?
You see... this is why I beleive in no god.
Because no more are any miracles.
And people don't get what they deserve anymore.
I certainly do not deserve this...
When in all actuality, you did NOTHING wrong...
Because it really ******** amazes me how someone you thought that you knew so well does something really ******** up.
Then you say something to them, or make a jesture... and they turn everything on you.
It's like... "my mom died today"
"aww... i'm sorry. i never really met her =["
"IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT. YOU KILLED HER"
That's exactly what seems like is going on here.
And that takes talent to be able to do that so ******** well and to make people feel as worthless as you do.
You're losing friends and don't even know it.
And another thing.
I've realized that lately, everything I say and do is being put under a microscope, so to speak.
Because I try to please everyone and make everyone happy, and it never works.
People always take it the wrong ******** way.
I'm honestly afraid to say certain things to certain people and noone should have to feel that way.
Because I am afraid they'll ******** flip out.
It's so weird.
I won't even be able to look at half of the world the same way.
Everyone just seems to be changing for the worst lately, and it's really sad.
It's sad how you think you know someone and think that they would never do such horrible, backstabbing, bitchy things... and then s**t happens.
At least I'm learning who my true friends are.
And who the fakes are.
Because that's all some of you are, fakes.
You pretend to be my friend, you pretend that you know me.
Well guess what
NEWSFLASH !
You're not my friend, you do not ******** know me.
And because of the fact that you don't know me, you have no ******** right to judge me, at all.
I can say, do, act however, whatever, and whenever I want and you can't tell me otherwise.
I am just really sick of being taken for grantite and being taken advantage of and being used.
I'm sick and tired of it.
I try to do all of these nice things for people and this is what I get in return?
Wtf ever happened to karma?
Aren't good things supposed to be rewarded and bad things not?
You see... this is why I beleive in no god.
Because no more are any miracles.
And people don't get what they deserve anymore.
I certainly do not deserve this...
