I can't love her again, at least not until I know I'm the only person her heart desires. When I know she loves another, I guarantee my heart will be broken if I give it to her again.
So until then, I wait for one of two things: Another to call my own, or the call from her heart for mine alone.
I know it's not fair to ask this of her, because I know she loves me, but I can't have my heart broken the way she breaks it again. It's the worst feeling in the world, and I won't let myself feel like that again.
One thing is certain, though. She'll always be a part of my life, and will be my best friend, lover or not, until the day I pass from this world to the next.
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