~A dagger has once again been stuck on me...~
RIP John Dehasse (My former dad)
Since I moved in... More bad things started to happen when I was trying hard to recover from a break up from my mate, I've gotten word that my former dad has died. Of course, I'm not mad at him anymore, aside from the fact that he's beaten me and such... He became good once again... I never took such into account, since I was extremely pissed off at him. He died earlier this morning due to massive brain damage and mental decline (well, that's what the hospital said) And now I'm sitting here either crying to getting pissed off...
Later, I receive calls from my former mom (the Anti-fur b***h) BLAMING ME for his death.
"You could've prevented it you furfag!"
She continued to pull the YIHF card off so many times and blaming me further... Saying it's my "Furry-a** fault" that he's gone... I've snapped back at her so many times... Not to mention my friends... and Rowdy's Parents!
She's still calling me... I'm still pissed... I'm trying to cope with the losses at hand and she obviously doesn't care, nor say I'm sorry... I also shouted back as of why I was born... And was glad that she has no friends... Much cursing...
I'm "broken" as I am still far too young to have to deal with this sh*t... I still have my life to tend to... but with thi constantly happening... I dunno if I can proceed... It's getting colder by the minute as I bow my head in prayer for my dad...
A new journey begins... And It's not a good one...
~And I pray for someone to take it out... Will it be you? </3~
Wulf Wraithclaw Community Member 
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