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I don't know why...
But, I'm in a bad mood.
I was in a good mood.
Went over to a friends, was enjoyable. Now I'm in a bad mood.
Could be my brother's friend.
Or my own.
Not the same one, mind you.
Or, maybe a combination of the two.
I don't really know.
I probably need sleep.
It seems like other people's happiness upsets me.
Depressing, no?
Or at least certain people's. I like giving gifts and stuff. But, certain people just don't know when to stop.
By this, I usually refer to one person.
Am I now?
You can figure that out, or not. I don't really care.
Maybe I'm sick of being a "good" person?
A friend.
It's hard sometimes.
Especially when people just won't listen.
It does me no good.
Too bad I have too strong a sense of responsibility to ignore my friends when they need help.
I almost wish I did.
But, I don't.
So, I don't really have to worry about it.
Yet I do.
Hence the ranting.
I guess life is more than just sense, then.
And if it's not, you're a jerk.
Hate it, but it seems to be how things work.
Wow, that was rather interesting, I think.
At any rate...
Bad mood =[
So, I ranted.
A little better now.
But, not really -_-
Okay...
I don't hate my friends.
Even a little.
I love my friends, which is why they're my friends.
But, as cold as it sounds, sometimes they seem like a responsibility.
I hope none of you who read this take that to heart.
But, I'm in a bad mood. Ya know?
I'm sure all of you know what that's like.
Makes everything suck.
So, yeah...