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That's not really enough.
It's nice to know he's not mad...
But, I don't believe him.
Won't log into Gaia?
But Myspace works just fine?
I reject.
I don't mind the truth, it's always better than lying.
He could be telling the truth, but what reason do I have to believe him?
He's lied to me before.
I hate where I'm going with this.
I can't even believe a simple explanation.
Maybe I'm justified in my disbelief, maybe I'm not.
I can't tell over IM.
Who can?
But god only knows when I'll see him in person again...
Let alone actually talk about this.
I hate having to be so skeptical of one of my best friends.
But, I refuse to buy everything anyone says.

Edit:
Okay, here's something that really makes me skeptical.
That message that's been in my outbox for two weeks...
Just disappeared...
I didn't delete it.
The computer was on my lap before and after.
He read it.
Won't log on to Gaia?
But it can now?
That's an amazing coincidence...
What purpose does lying to me serve?
I don't get it...