I've been thinking about a lot of things, like how almost everyone at school hates me or calls me names for a reason I do not know. It's like I have this huge invisible sign over my head. I have no freinds in real life, those that say are my freinds are more like enemies. I'm not treated with one ounce of respect. I'm alone....so alone.
A Turn Of Events
Living
Grasping, Holding, Steadying...
Crash
Fighting, Slipping, Falling...
Darkness
Blinding, Unknowing, Failing...
Death
Losing, Saddening, Dieing.
Lonelyness
Silence
Who is there?
No one, No one....
Memories
Was anyone there?
Someone, Someone....
Forgetting
Am I invisible to them?
Maybe, Maybe....
Self Realization
Who will keep me company?
Only you, Only you....
Depression
I can't stand this world.
Your faultering, faultering....
The Cry
Will someone help me?
..........................
Forevermore, Silence.
I'm worthless to society. I can't get a job, I can't keep my grades up. I turn away help when it is given and never ask for help. It pains me to live in a world where I do not belong.....I may dissappear....forever...
Someone.....anyone....help. I'm so pathetic, weak...
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Note: *insert soft sigh*Came talk to me Jo-err... Arcanis. You're starting to majorly sound like me and i don't wish for that to happen so come talk to me sometime okay hun?
Much love,
Luna